Sharina

2009-05-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

I was supposed to head down to ecp for the STA BBQ but hell my stomachache was killing me so i was stuck at home, rotting. I couldnt figure out what had caused it cos i rarely had stomachache like this before, but one thing for sure, its irritating to the maxx. I just laid down, with my lappy accompanying me. Im craving for peach red tea OMG.

I just hope i'll be okay by tomorrow morning cos i got work. I predict it will be boring. Sundays are boring days to work. And im the runner tomorrow, get ready to rot baby.

Yesterday was well spent. Headed down to Bugis with th clique. Sweetheart joined us after dinner. And then accompanied him to dinner. Hah. Thanks for the treat!:D I love long bus rides with sweetheart cos we'll squeeze idiotic games in between.

Im excited for our 18th^^. How time flies.

I pretty much dont have anything else to blog right now.

Take care people!:D

Mixture

2009-05-12T16:25:00.006+08:00

Im a happy girl today. On the way to school, I crossed the street, a guy sitting alone at the busstop caught my attention. How can he not, he was secretly waiting for me to send me to school. Thanks Love.

Weekends went great. Friday night at Game haven with the E36L girls to celebrate yawn's birthday was awesome. Had the time of our lifes rocking the Wii controller. let's do it again GIRLS!:D Saturday was work followed by an impromptu outing to east coast and with family and supper later at night. It was well spent because it has been a while. Sunday was another slacky sunday at work. Noone bought tickets for Uninvited at the 11am show so i ahd the chance to watch it with the operator and the manager. the storyline was not bad i thought.

Modules have been hard on me. Its a huge impact when people around you expect alot from you. Facis are putting very high expectations on us. ohwell. And UT coming really soon, OMG!

Was there times where you're all alone and just dont know what to do but you just had to make a decision? And when you tell that person your decision which you convinced yourself to be right, he/she doesnt accept your decision. It was difficult enough for you to made up your mind to that decision and now, that person can easily hate you for making that decision? Have you ever? And even if he/she so called accept your decision, it wasnt with a willing heart. It was just for the sake of it and whenever you talk to that person, you can feel the grudges he/she was holding onto you. It sucks. The worst part would be when that person denys it when it crystal clear that person was giving you a cold shoulder and claiming not to. I just thought you would understood me but it seems not.

Maybe im at fault. Maybe i dont know how to appreciate everything around me. Maybe Dad was right bout me taking things for granted. I do. And i always deny it. Am i just running away?

2009-05-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

Think of the most boring class you ever had? Double it and you're just halfway to my Histroy of the arts module i had today. Its fcuking dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Highlights was after school when afiqah came to just slack at my crib. Then followed by Maisurah and her never-ending ghost stories. It was fun, its been sometime. Thank you, girls!

2009-05-03T22:50:00.005+08:00

Right now, im munching on conflakes and bits of kitkat which i threw in th pool of milk. Thats th only way i can consume my milk now. Did i mentioned that i've been eating alot now and thats not good news. Most of my allowance will be spent on food. Sigh.

So, Friday was spent walking from one end of th street to another with Love. I felt so pampered on that day. He accompanied me to look for my stuffs which i took forever to find. I've to admit he was being really patient on me considering th fact that i can be rather fussy. It was cute when we were both rushing to the counter at PullandBear, each persuading the cashier to take our cards. I managed to convince, more like force the cashier to take mine instead of his. HEHE. And i love long bus rides home with him. I love learning how to make two combined paper heart out of the bus ticket from him. I love th little little things we do. Thanks sweetheart for entertaining my cravings, my long-winded stories and every minute you spared.

Saturday was work and finding replacement for Sunday. And losing a blue ring which i got it for a dollar just th day before.

Sunday was pretty awesome! Thanks to Dinie i managed to skip work and celebrate Mum's birthday. Bec if not, everyone was free except myself. Mum came across this advertisement at berita harian about Pondok jawa timur and she decided to have lunch there. The initial plan was, to suprise her for lunch at Sakura. But since she wanted to try that restaurant, we gave it a try. Our choice of location's at jurong point so i reserved it. We settled down with the lunch package which was a pretty good deal with a few varieties. I pretended to have a stomachache and we went to the cake. We had desserts and the waitress came with the cake from behind, suprising mum.
Afterwhich, we walked around Jp to find Mum's present so ended up with a reylon foundation. It was a great day with family, although a lil short i thought. Happy 50th Birthday Mum!

I wish every Sunday is like this.

2009-05-01T12:51:00.007+08:00

Its just the second week and the modules have already started to get harder. Last week's both Digital Media Arts and Photography class was awesome. But this week's was not to what i had expected. Digital media arts pressured me with photoshop CS4. But i managed to come up with something for my group which im only half satisfied after looking at it a day after. I was struggling to do the photography class's rj mainly because it was a relief faci yesterday and i barely listen to what she says. I just hope next week would be better.

Yesterday, Sweetheart asked me, "If there's any theory in the world you can change, what would you change." I've never thought of it and i told him i dont know. He replied, "If its me, i would want to change the order of the alphabets. Cos i wanna put "U" and "I" together." AWWWWWHHHHH.

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY PEOPLE!:D

2009-04-29T01:21:00.013+08:00

Its been a very very long time since i touched this blog of mine, sadly. I've lost my touch in this. Its just that, when it been awhile, you just dont have the mood to blog about past events cos its over and stuffs. So, basically, first week of school last week was pretty awesome. It started off well. Im definitely more interested in the modules but i believe its easy because its just our first week and its definitely gonna be a killer pretty much soon. Classmates are awesome too, rather enthu considering the fact that we wanted to do a class t on our second week. Haha. The grades also had motivated me and its a step closer to what i aim this semester. I cant expect too much though.

Pardon me cos im just gonna talk bout random stuffs. The past few weeks before the school reopens, i've been catching up with friends.

I managed to catch up with a few Integritians last last last saturday at sentosa. Although the atmosphere might be different from what we always experience, we sure had fun catching up. And im glad we did.

Also, the week before school reopen, i was packed with freshman orientation programme which rock my ass out. It was three full days and i bet we rock it esp the bunch of us. At first handling 25 people was pretty hard. But it doesnt matter as long as you see them enjoying themselves. Im pretty sure we all had fun, hell yeah! And riggght before school starts, my weekends were packed.

Th 36L girls and i had 3hours dinner at Seoul garden at Marina Square. And as usual, we had photo taking session. Its been ages since we ever catched up and one thing bout us is that we never get too outdated for updates. Khine suggested on slumber party for our birthday since its near. We're cancerians baby!

Also! I managed to steal some time on that Sunday to meet up with primary school mates. After 6 long years, we lost touch at first on how we gonna start and we literally did the ice breaker games and it felt as though as im seeing a whole bunch of new people.

Oh! One of the days of the last week before school reopen, i managed to steal Azzrul out of his busy schedule and hit Punggul end. It was a satisfactory journey because we got awesome pictures! And just last Saturday, Azzrul brought me to West coast to watch the sunset. We never get tired of sunset i guess. It was a well spent saturday just right before our monthsary which falls on the next day. Highlights of the day was when we played truth or dare and the question all started coming out. I had fun laughing my ass out.

I know this is a pretty messy post, but enjoy yeah!:D

2009-04-12T20:07:00.001+08:00

Flowers on the wall from Maisurah Saini on Vimeo.

A video edited by Maisurah which i find it damn cool the way she fast forward it. Basically we were decciding bout the flowers on my wall and we were drawing it having the time of our life on a tuesday night. CHEERS!

2009-04-05T23:14:00.011+08:00

Hey peeps!

Im sorry i've left this blog untouched.

So, there's pretty much awesome happenings since the last time i wrote here. I've been to two STA camps, painted my room, catched up with friends and stuffs. There's so many things i wanna talk about but i cant seem to start anywhere. So bear if i get super random randomly.

So, our 16th month was spent having picnic at chinese garden. Yes, rather typical but i had a great time with Sweetheart.

I spent my Monday and tuesday painting my room. Azzrul dropped by on monday to help me out. Thanks, B. I didnt know painting could be so tedious but i had fun. Ended up asking help from Brother to finish it on Tuesday. Im pretty much satisfied with my new maroon coated room. WOHOOO!:D

The STA camp was awesome. So many happenings. Although it was a two day thingy it was sardine packed with fun activities. What could have been better with fun awesome people around you?

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Last friday i managed to catch up with Maisurah. We had starbucks and we went for fun green object hunting for her FA after my work. We were searching for something green which looks fun. Oh and she got so amused over this gel look alike thing which was edible. Despite knowing th fact that it was edible, it took alot of guts to put it in our mouth, trust me.

Yesterday, i broke down at work. There was one super annoying customer who was fucking immature. he freaking shouted at me infront of other customers. I tried to deal with him nicely but apparently he wanted to make a commotion right at the usher point where everyone else was waiting to go in. Jayson came and asked me whats wrong and i instantly broke down. He took over me and i went for break.
fmylife.
You think thats sad? Nah, i think there're more sad stories than this @ http://www.fmylife.com. Go check it out. Credits to Maisurah. I then introduced to a friend of mine and he got addicted to it laughing his ass off. And after reading it, im rather grateful my life aint that bad. Actually, its so much better.

Also yesterday, Maisurah slept over. AND we painted my room! Nah, actually just design. And i swear i love it.

And we did this motionstop video. Had lotsa fun not sleeping till 5?

Whereas for today, it was Iffah's birthday and i brought her out to watch Mall cop. She was loving it and im really glad she did.

Alright till here, ENJOY PEOPLE!:D

2009-03-26T01:23:00.003+08:00

Happy 16, Sweetheart.

2009-03-21T01:51:00.003+08:00

Woooo! Finally. Im done with the skin. Pretty much satisfied. :D I had work just now after some time. Its just awkward and people will start to ask where have i been and stuff like that. Oh did i mention? They teased me when i just got my bangs. They will start to relate me with every movie which had a girl with bangs. Michael was the first to mention that i looked like the girl in Monster inc. Then from that on, almost all th movies with a girl with bangs will loo like me. They're nice bunch of people. I went to collect Brother's specs he made yesterday. And the guy went, "Your boyfriend didnt come and collect?" OMG, eewww. As much as i would want a man like Abang but its just digusting to have yourown brother as your boyfriend thats for sure. But it isnt that suprising since we're only 3years apart. And imagine looking at us, walking together with him carrying two helmets. People will start think that we're a couple. And Abang will whine bout it cos no girls will look at him apparently.-________-. Today was satisfactory. :D

Its 230am and i cant bring myself to sleep despite the facts that i slept at 5 yesterday, tired from work and need to wake up early tomorrow for branch with sis. OH! I found out which class i'll be in next semester. My friend told me how to access to it yesterday and it was a relief when i found out fazz will be in the same class as me. Speaking of him, i bumped into him at the mrt this morning when we both were heading for work. HAHA, random. And i got the elective i wanted! WEEE!:D But that means 5days of school instead of 4 like everyone else. Well, almost. I'm definitely looking forward to the modules this semester. Cheers! I cant wait for STA camps!:D

Have a good weekend people!:D

2009-03-20T02:52:00.003+08:00

Hey, im sorry i've not been updating. I know you miss me. HEHE. Im just plain lazy although im free most of the time now. Know why? Cos im working only a day this week and im rotting at home like hell. Last weekend was spent at Mersing with family and Sweetheart. I'll get on that later. And for the straight past four days i've been practically rotting partly bec i was down with fever on monday and tuesday. And Azzrul's away for camp for five days straight.:( Despite being sick, i managed to have Gelare on tuesday with Mum and siblings bec their waffles are half-price on Tuesdays. HEHE. And then arcade! Its been awhile. Whereas for the past two days, i've been hooked on to the computer doing things which are pretty much meaningless. Oh, i went out with brother today after months of not going out together. Its been awhile since i pillion him. We made his new specs, bought sis's very belated birthday present and cut his hair.

So Mersing was rather exciting mostly bec the people are fun. At first i have no idea where was that place but apparently its still in the state of Johore but about 3hours away. We went with this bike group. So bro and sis ride up to Mersing while the rest of us took the car. We took off from Singapore at about 11pm. We reached Mersing at about 3am. Had supper and went to bed.

We had family games and free time the next day. So after tea-time, me and Azzrul headed to the sea. It was kinda highlight of the day. We either dive every wave we come across going against them or let the waves bring us to the shore. Either ways, we will quickly get up and get ready for the next wave. Okay, we sound pretty silly here but hey, it was fun. We had BBQ and karaoke session that night. Oh! They even suprised Mum and Dad bec it was their 26Anniversary. It was reallt suprising bec this guy held a cake in his hands at the back and i was anticipating to who's birthday to it. And the next thing i know was that someone made an announcement bout it and that guy approaching Mum and Dad. The people there were so funny. There's one group of bikers, they will get noisy every time tehy wanna take a picture. OMG. So kecoh. Pardon me for the really brief descriptions.

I managed to wake up at 530am on Sunday although my phone which supposed to wake me up died on me. I woke Azzrul up and we watched the sunrise. It was cloudy, infact it rained halfway we were waiting for it. We only saw it when it was half-rising. Okay fine, we didnt saw the sun rise. We saw it rising halfway. Overall, the trip was fun and meaningful. The bond was there. Even Azzrul speak up more to Mum and dad.

Mum passed him the passport;
Mum : Check if its yours.
Azzrul : Oh yang handsome ni? betul la.
And Mum teased him back!
Mum : EH-EHK! pakcik lagi handsome!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Pictures @ Facebook people

2009-03-11T00:50:00.005+08:00

Hello readers! Im so sorry i've not been replying to your tags.

Anyway, thank you for your comments! Truly appreciated. Hehe. Oh and check out labrador park okay people? You can catch a very nice sunset there.

keep the tags coming yaw!

I'll start replying aye?

CHEERS!:D

2009-03-10T02:47:00.006+08:00

I love my ripped jeans btw.
And today, it was waking up at 12 and watching Harry potter 1 and 2. Cos apparently sister got the four of them. I'll just need to occupy myself with TV shows nowadays and try not to get myself too bored or i'll start thinking about things which i dont need to think about. And the weather was exactly right to slack and sleep which explains my two hour nap. Today didnt ended well though. Stop treating me like a kid now yeah?

I miss Azzrul. I thought we would spend more time together this holiday but he seem so busy. Not only we dont meet up but night chats/calls/texts had been hugely reduced due to he's tired or we dont talk so often that we dont know what to talk about? Its like, i feel like there's a lot to tell him but when i get the chance to, i will forget or it's no use talking about it anymore? We've got a whole list of things yet undone. Its just different when we used to do things together and when we dont anymore. Even the lightest thing like going for breakfast and only meeting up for like less than an hour before work can start your day with a huge wide smile and you can count on that to make your day. Never take life for granted. I miss you, baby.

2009-03-10T01:03:00.007+08:00

Cute right? Its not even their birthday but they got so excited wanting to cut the cake in their PJs! You see, Haiza love takingpictures but was at first awkward with me around.
And tada! They're so adorable!:D

Last saturday was bugis and then Sab's house to celebrate Hairil's birthday. There were cake and pizzas and OMG DANISH OF COURSE! Its been awhile since i catched up with her and im pretty glad i did.

Sunday was just attending a wedding with Ibu and then slacking at home ripping my jeans. But with sister around, it was kinda exciting. We tried some of the mocktails recipes.
Holidays are supposed to be exciting however mine is so far so boring. Its been either work or home doing nothing at all.

2009-03-03T22:13:00.005+08:00

Lucky the waiter warned us bout it being 1 litre if not we would ordered two drinks.

Monday was Town, Marley and me and Fish and co. Met Sweetheart at town and catched Marley and me cos i was yearning to watch it. And of course, he being him accompanied me. He had this random idea to dine out at somewhere we've never dine in before. Its ironic to hear that from him when he said he wanted to save money when i wanna eat out. So, we cant come out with the palces we've never been before. But as we were walking at th heeren, i saw Fish and co and was pretty excited bout it. Cos it was our first time. The food's nice! OMG, seafood, i cant resist. And yeah, itwas his treat!:D Awwwh, i miss him. Im not able to meet him till next monday. And thats th whole week cos he's away for camp and his getaway to KL with his family.

2009-03-02T01:40:00.004+08:00

Saturday was monopoly, heart attack with ice pops in our mouth, vampire with three players, popopokerfacepopopokerface without counting with our fingers and all concludes to an awesome day spent at my place with Girlfriends.:D

Im pretty sure you dont catch a ball to what i've just updated above and you must be wondering what is so fun about it. HAHA.

As for Sunday, it was work followed by Pastamania with her. Pastamania wasnt bad. What was bad was the talk. We ended up shouting at each other, literally. And im done talking to her. Nothing will kill that arrogance in her, that bloody ego. Its pointless.

2009-02-26T23:48:00.011+08:00

Our 450th had me by suprised again. Imagine exploring a new place with your Sweetheart. Where you will go all the way to the end of the jetty filling up your lungs with fresh air, play hide and seek in this huge maze, spreading tuna on your bread by the sea, playing card games and forcing your partner to play the sissyish game ever and finally witnessing the best sunset ever together. Now, imagine that times 15!

Happy 15, Dearest. Thank you for the suprise every month, for bringing me to the places we've never been before. I love you.

2009-02-24T15:33:00.002+08:00

Weekends was pretty well spent. Saturday was jogging and swimming with seri.:D Although it was just soaking ourselves in the pool and chat, making plans for next two weekends. As for Sunday, the first part of it was spend at work followed by Sister’s belated celebration. So we had the normal birthday tradition. Pizza, cake accompanied by candles which increase one every year as well as our smiles and laughters. However, this time was something unexpected from mum and dad. It wasn’t something which we were looking forward to either. Infact, I ended up tearing at that joyful occasion which was not supposed to be th case. Parents brought up about how we have not been spending time together and how we have neglected them. Sis has been hurting them indirectly every now and then while me and Abang are always busy with our own things, working most of the time. We seem to be missing a lot of things we used to do which we don’t do anymore. Even if its as simple as having a dinner together as a family. Trust me, it can be hell difficult. So mum and dad has tighten up some rules and i dont even know if that would help. I guess it didnt at all. She'll be home on time but giving all of us the attitude, i dont receive calls from her to come to her room just to chat, and she even cancelled our saturday dinner date. And i know, deep inside she was not up for it just recently judging by th look at her face everytime i mentioned about it. So, how long does this gonna last?

Monday was pretty well spent with Seri and Maisurah. Started off with jogging with seri before sending her to school. Maisurah and me had hell lotsa fun catching up since we dont meet as often now. From the gossips to the smuggling of Long john silver to Cathay Cineleisure catching He's just not into you. I miss these kind of times we used to spend back then and i felt it at that point of time. :D

2009-02-16T23:37:00.004+08:00

Life has been a routine, its ugly. I've not been working for the last four days and i pretty like it that way. I've been doing stuffs which i cant do when im working like waking up as early as 12pm, watching tv all day or spending time with the kids, chatting with sis cracking our brains about something, just things i dont get to do when im working. I know what i've just mentioned maybe isnt something you people would look upon doing but i just miss slacking.

I took off today entirely because i wanna meet Raudah! Its been awhile. She look younger in school uniform. Started off with Lunch @ Pizza hut and just slackings here and there. It was a pretty good catch-up. Meet up soon darl.:D

Im practically wasting my holidays to spending my time at work which isnt that worth it. I need a new environment.

How bout you?

2009-02-15T23:33:00.005+08:00

Hi beloved readers. I know you missed me. I shall not come up with 1001 excuses to why I’ve not been updating and let’s just stick to I’m plain lazy to update here. Life’s been busy with work lately. As much as I don’t like working there, im pretty much getting used to it. And everytime something just pull me down and stops me from working, I’ll just focus on my aim to get my Dlove. I’m sure its gonna be worth it. Well. Atleast I hope. After all that weird as well as disappointing moments I went through there, it’d better be.

Okay so this post shall just be a random and wordy one. I bet you guys would be bored reading on my updates bragging about everything. I’m sorry, I can’t help it.

Shall I start with my Saturday? It was pretty cute hilarious cookie date I had with sweetheart. From the making out at a moving cabin as high as 15storey tall till the laying on grass just to starred at the stars bringing up how the future’s gonna be like. It was amazing although you haven’t heard the best part yet. Before all these, before we met, I went to collect the cookie I’ve ordered for sweetheart and guess who I bumped into there? It was the last person I would want to bumped into – him. And we ended up buying the same heart-shaped famous amos cookie in tin for each other and spoiling the surprise by collecting it the exact point of time.

Whereas for today, I just slacked at home. Its been ages since I spent my Sunday on the sofa making the fullest use of starhub cable and filling my stomach with pasta/hotdogs/chicken. Thanks to sis for constantly cook for us. She came up with her own superhotdogbun which made of hotdog bun filled with hotdog(ofcourse), and meaty pasta sauce and lotsa cheese. And her marinated chicken drumlets was just irrestible, hello? Oh, and we played twister! HEHE. It was a well-spent Sunday at home. Even if im running out shows to watch, I got my external hardisk to keep me accompany with the whole four seasons of How I met your mother or Whoose line is it anyway. Now, speaking of shows, I’ve been missing quite a number of bit of Gossip Girls. I used to have resource to get from back when im at school but now I have no idea where to get it.

Oh, did I mention? The kids brought a cat home without my Dad knowing because he would screamed at them if he were to find out. But eventually he did. So the cat’s basically is at our neighbour’s place and we’ll take it whenever dad is not at home.

Almost everything around me seems not in perfect condition. My computer’s attacked by some virus, I think. Constant pop-ups had been irritating me for quite awhile now. And its been lagging. I need to reboot, I think? Oh, let’s not get to my phone. Its been acting ridiculously annoying. I dont receive texts on time neither do people get mine on time. Maybe I’ve been mentioning bout getting a HTC too much which made my current phone jealous and that’s the whole reason its been acting weird lately. And all these are not making any sense, I know. Just bare with my shites. My room‘s in a mess. Abang has been playing Dota in my room and have been making it like his. Smuggling all the food and drinks in and making the mess out of it, cigarettes buts on my keyboard was just way above limits. Oh well, he’s my brother afterall.

I’ll be heading to Mersing middle of march and Mum had invited Azzrul along but he’s not too sure if he’s going yet. I hope most probably yes. Its just gonna be chalet and beachy kind of holiday but I reckon its gonna be fun since its been awhile since I went for a holiday with family.

I've been missing alot of wonderful bunch of people now. School holidays are meant for me to catch up with the rest but instead i'm busy working. Sigh.
But im so glad i took off to meet Raudah tomorrow! See you in school uniform darling. WEEEEE!:D

x o x o, RIN.

I know this is so lat saturday but ENJOYYYY!:D

2009-02-13T00:18:00.010+08:00

Picnic with Maisurah and Seri was sugar spice and everything nice.
What could have been better than tuna sandwiches, crackers and fruit tarts arranged nicely on the mat at a grass spot in Botanic garden with your favourite girls?
Nothing in the world could have replaced the gossiping/dancing/camwhoring/nonsensical games we played/dreams we shared and just the moments where we just laid on the grass and starred at the sky. Although we didn’t starred long cause it was shinning directly towards us and our eyes got watery. But it was pretty fun forcing your eyes to stay wide. And at a point of time, we just kept quiet enjoying the scenic view with children playing with their colourful balls/Frisbee, people walking their dogs, couples having their wonderful time just like us. I love you Girls, Mwah!

The botanic garden pictures randomly arranged.

2009-02-05T22:59:00.005+08:00

A date.

2009-02-02T23:48:00.005+08:00

One day, a boy planned a surprise for a girl in conjunction of their 425days being with each other. The guy wanted to bring her to somewhere they’ve never been before. So, the thoughtful guy fetched the girl from home and off they went with the plan. The girl was extremely curious but excited at the same time because she was clueless to where the guy wanna bring her to. They took 187 followed by 75. A lot of things ran through the girl’s mind trying to figure out the place but she remain clueless. That particular bus they took drove pass this signboard and everything came clear at that very point of time. Her guess was right afterall.

They had a great time exploring the botanic garden together holding hands, at the same time cracking up jokes/having their chocolate chip ice-cream, going round and round trying to capture pictures of every inch of the garden and ending up at the same place again. They were contented as its been long since they had the chance to do that. And at one point of time, they just sat on the grass enjoying the scenic view as well as the breeze. Thats when the girl gets head over heels over the Bear the boy bought for her. It was a fluffy brown bear along with a shimmering necklace with the letter "R" and it was hugging a heart-shaped red coloured paper which says "Happy 14.." What could have been better, the girl thought. To sum up the day, they had dinner together with the guy's friend.

"Thank you for your never-ending suprises. Like i said a gazillion times, im still glad you're still here with me. I never thought i would spend my past 14 months being with the most amazing boyfriend like you. Even after 425days being with you, you never fail to give me butterflies. Youre the one, always there for me. You never fail to bright up my day with your presence, smiles and laughters. You're there to catch me if i fall, hear me when im mad and share my joys when im happy. I appreciate every little things that you did for me. I would never trade anything in the world for you, your love and every moments we shared, the ups and down we went through, every single thing we did. You're like the magic that happened to me. You have the key to my heart. Thank you for the joyous 14 months. Let the number grow, baby. I love you." - The girl said.

And that day was, My Saturday.

2009-01-30T23:30:00.004+08:00

We, human beings, tend to take advantage of the things we own ending us up regretting not appreciating the things which are right before our eyes.

I just need to learn how to appreciate.

2009-01-28T23:56:00.005+08:00

Pardon me for being on hiatus. I’ve been working for the past four days straight and I don’t know what I’ve got myself into when I actually planned to work for the rest of my two months plus of holiday. If it wasn’t because I want to own my DLove(if you get what I mean^^), I wouldn’t have bothered. The crowd today was surprisingly huge. Little did I expect there will still be a crowd on a weekday. But hell I was wrong when I sight a long queue the moment I came at 10. And while I was trying to sort the queue telling these human beings to move to another counter with a shorter queue, they were reluctant. They looked as if they don’t trust me. How frustrating it was can you imagine?

On a lighter note, I took off on Saturday cos I have a date with my baby. Believe it or not, its been a month eversince we last went out for a date. Looking at how busy we are with school and work. And my heart says its not gonna be any ordinary date cos baby gonna bring me to somewhere we’ve never been before. Let’s just wait and see. ^^ HEHE.

Till here folks!:D

2009-01-25T22:09:00.005+08:00

How time flies. It seems just like yesterday I’ve known them and now, we’re gonna separate. Although I have to admit that it took us weeks to get close, im grateful to get to know these wonderful bunch. Im definitely gonna miss Liyana’s evil laugh, Mong han’s “lost” face, the guys’ funny craps esp Ming Yuan’s.
There was once he said to Iskandar, “Your name is Kandar not Iskandar la.” And we go, -____________-.
The jokes/stories we shared. And since I’m the youngest in th clique, I get to listen to a lot of new stuffs from them. Like the manymany new food places I’ve never heard before. Chalet soon people!:D

The favourite bunch.

2009-01-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

Was tagged by dearest Azzrul.

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Last call by Palin White T's.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Enjoy the silence by No use for a name. (ERMMMM?)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Accidentally in love. HEHEHE

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sabarlah by Urban Exchange? ( I think?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Breaking free by Zac efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens. ( Hell yeah man!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Let me love you by Mario. (Awwwhh, thanks guys! HOHO)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
March on by Good charlotte. (Yeah riggghhht)

WHAT IS 2+2?
The Way I Are by Timberland ( Siow! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Siti in the city by The Great Spy Experiment.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Shut up and drive by Rihanna.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Killa by Cherish.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I dont dance By debby (HSM2)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Honey honey by Amanda Seyfried. You know, from Mamma Mia. LOL.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Forget eveything by New Found Glory

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love sick stomach ache by bowling for soup. (OMG! WHAT THE HELL?)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Soul meets body by Death cab for cutie. (OMG!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Broken hearts parade by good charlotte. (OPPPS! Beware people!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cheeky by Urban Exchange. (HEHEHHEHEHE)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Cintaku hanya padamu by Urban exchange.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Somebody get my mum by Bowling for soup.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Big girls dont cry by Fergie.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Kiss kiss by chris brown

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Famous last words by My chemical romance.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
On top of the world by Boys like girls

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Apologize by Timbaland. (Well, yes. When you did something wrong and just need to apologise. More like not willing.)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
No love by simple plan. (Woah, sad or what?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Everyday by High school musical 2. ( Maybe )

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Skyway Avenue by The kings.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Trucket hat by Bowling for soup.

I am tagging:
1)Fathin
2)Afiqah
3)Harfany
4)Fazz
5)Sarahlee

Its open to those who wanna do it too yeah! CHEERS PEOPLE!

I miss you.

2009-01-21T02:48:00.002+08:00

I MISS THIS DUDE HERE.

(Noticed the bold and red?)

Lesser meet ups these past few weeks due to our own packed schedule. :(

On a lighter note, I'll be meeting him tomorrow which is later!

And i'll work towards you, new Love.

2009-01-21T02:27:00.004+08:00

Its funny how I suddenly have this desire when I’ve always prefer sportsbike all along. Cos I reckon, vespa is perhaps a more relax bike. Okay, I’m pretty much random today.

When you ponder.

2009-01-21T02:14:00.002+08:00

Have you ever asked someone about certain issues that you’re facing and expect what exactly you wanna hear but instead you get what you don’t wanna hear? But then again, that will only defeat the purpose of asking someone for their opinion if you expect an opinion which you insist on having. Oh well, that’s life. People insist on living in denial than accepting the whole truth cos it can hurt sometimes.

2009-01-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

I MISS THIS GUY HERE.

(Noticed the bold and red?)

Lesser meet ups these past few weeks due to our own packed schedule. :(

On a lighter note, I'll be meeting him tomorrow which is later!

2009-01-18T22:28:00.009+08:00

This week was alright pretty much because i only attended school for two whole days. The others, was partial. Let's blame the holiday mood.

So Monday, the girls and i thought of having a haircut at the most random time of the day and it made us feel better for the fact that we skipped school because the haircut thingy was the whole excuse. Get it? Hah.

Tuesday was the last minute escape too to library. Then met dearest.(: We catched the sunset! HAHA.

Wednesday was Liyana's birthday. Suprised her with a birthday cake.(: And ordered KFC for lunch.

Thursday was pretty much a bore but suprisingly i got an A again. Its funny how the last thing you ever thought would happen actually happen. Life's full of suprises.

Friday's quite a blast. So, afiqah and i decided to give darling Harfany a little birthday suprise in advance with brownie cake, card and a frame at her class. Afterwhich, Monghan, Yawn and me headed clarke quay to meet Liyana. We made our way to Minds cafe.

Started off with this game, Snorta.

And followed by a series of other games.

And ended it with Jenga. The black's truth, red dare, the wooden ones - you have a choice of truth or dare.

Besides that, i had to dance like a ballerina in the room.

Also, besides that, the nonsensical questions started popping up.^^

Whereas for my weekends, work on sat waas pretty alright. Even if it wasnt, the sleepover that night was enough to sum up my day. The prank calls we made, the snap game, the 7 Bomb game, the movie, the beakfast, the lunch = the awesome times with girlfriends. And nothing can beat that.

And for sunday, I love that sixty minutes that i've spent with dearest to bits and pieces.

I know you love me.:)

XOXO, S.

2009-01-12T01:28:00.004+08:00

COLLEGE.

staring Drake Bell.

I didnt know Drake Bell was in the movie, College. Now that i know, i really cant wait to watch it. HE'S HOT, y'reckon?

SNEAK ME IN INTO THIS PLEASE?

________________________________________

Bride Wars.

LOOKS GREAT!

He's just not that into you.

It'll be out only on 19 Feb. AND I CANT WAIT THAT LONG!

FREAKY

2009-01-11T22:05:00.004+08:00

Weekends was spent at work, dreadfully.

Okay, maybe i was exaggerating. It wasnt bad at all actually. Especially when i get to work with Thompson since he was the runner on both days.(: Life's easy working with him cause if anything happens, he'll rescue you instead of blaming you. And thanks for being protective too since that Jo was really freaky. He still didnt get any hint despite avoidance from me.

Despite spending most of my weekends at work, i managed to make time for th kids after work yesterday. We played monopoly accompanied by chips and maltose they brought from aussie. I can say its been a while. Its been awhile since i get together with them and get random. And today, i managed to make time to just have a nice long conversation with brother and sister since i havent seen brother since idontknow when.

I dont know exactly what to blog about actually.

CHEERS PEOPLE!

2009-01-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

G r e e t i n g s people!

Im supposed to to be studying for my test tomorrow but clearly i'm distracted. Sigh, i dont think i can ever dreamt of having that atleast 3.0 for this time round. Sigh. First day of school was pretty much an asshole already. Th topic's like pointless to even talked about. We escaped at 2:26, bec we cant come up with anything. I stole dannie's newspaper and start searching for jobs. Th tutor center called back. I hope i will get an assignment. Malay tutor. Wah! No gurantee though. I've been applying online and these heartless people didnt get back to me.:(

Have i mentioned my Saturday was hell? yes, it was. Work at 11 but only went out of house at 1030. Rushed to causeway only to realise, i left my wallet. I cant top up, neither could i do anything else. Thank god, sister came to my rescue. She sent me to work. I was 20 mins late, but not in trouble. Work was pretty much okay.

I came home last night only to find out that Mum cleaned up my open closet. I was not happy. I mean, i love my open closet to be that way. Guess what she did? She folded all my clothes and put it in my wardrobe. Why did i ever have that open closet again? I pretty much hate that fact, th fact that she design my rrom to be her way and the only reason she can give was taht, it would be easier for my little sister to do things. I have this small little wooden chair to put my bags on it. AND i like it that way. But she hide my bags under the bed saying it was messy and she was trying to save some space for my little sister to put her school bag right there. Im pretty sure my room still got space for her little school bag at anywhere else. Oh well, Mum will still be Mum.

As much as i dont think i need a new year's resolution, i think i need. I mean, i dont know about others but for me, resolutions dont have to be on a new year. Yes, its a good biginning, to have an aim to achieve for the year, but i'll prolly go random. If at some point of time i think something's just need to be done, then i'll have it done.

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO MY HAIR OMG! JUST SOMETHING!
Im bored of it. straight and boring. Any ideas?

Oh, did i mention im addicted to How i met your mother. Its hilarious, and since i got the whole of season 1,2 and 3, i would even eat while watching that. AND Liyana got season 4. OMG YAY!

So, here's a post me being super random bout stuffs. Need to revise.

CHEERS PEOPLE!

2009-01-02T00:11:00.004+08:00

My freedom came to an end about 24 hours ago? Mum nagged the moment she saw my nails. And when she gets to know that we used alot of the "emergency" money. It was a major difference when you dont get nagged and suddenly, WOW! And she was really much more naggy. And now, all i hear i sshe nagging about Sharif getting into Marsiling bec she claim that Marsiling aint a good school. But what's done is done, Mum. Can you belive it? She nagged about something that happen weeks ago. No, perhaps, its months. She kept blaming Sharif for not getting into Express. No point even talking about it.

On a lighter note, Dad bought me a digital photo frame from aussie! And Aunt packed my wadrobe with tops. Okay, not really. Just a few. But im contented by their presence and memories they brought home. Weeee! :)

As strange as it may seem, the people i miss most are my E36L clique. I miss people calling me RIN cos they're the only clique whom will call me RIN. We're supposed to meet up for board games at Clarke Quay or something but Khine and Mong Han couldnt make it. Its just gonna be three weeks with them and we're moving on to our year two. Why must it took so long for us to click and when th exact moment we get along so freaking well, we will be splited since everyone of us is in different courses.

Is life always this unfair? Its the same when you thought you and them are getting well but suddenly changes filled our life and the next time we met, things seem to be different. But no one bothered to mend it. As dissappointing as it may sound, you just cant let it go - th friendship. At the same time, you just dont know what to do. You're torn between this and that, leaving you hanging.

2008-12-31T23:21:00.004+08:00

HELLO 2009,

Goodbye 2008.

Its gonna be 2009 in a couple of minutes' time. In a blink of eye, 2008 has come to its end.

2008, which has been a great journey for me. An experience, an adventure, a roller-coaster ride. There's major changes here and there. Be it the people around me, the study environment im in, the big jump from 16 to 17.

It has taught me how to adapt to changes in life. More wise/matured in making decisions.

In conclusion, it was an experience indeed.

Suprise me, 2009!^^

2008-12-31T17:47:00.009+08:00

Parents' coming home soon. They are supposed to be home now, but their flight was delayed till 10pm. So, they will reach prolly 2am? Its just pathetic when they supposed to reach at 4pm la hello. Poor them, had to stay at perth airport since 12pm. But atleast they will countdown on air! HEHE.

My last two days had been great.

M o n d a y

= a few of clues + 3destinations + Azzrul & Suhaimi

A suprise mini picnic from Farah and me.

Okay, im pretty sure you're clueless about what im talking about here.

Basically, Farah and me suprised the boys with a small picnic. Farah, we finally did it man! CHEERS TO US!

And so, i told Dearest Azzrul to make himself free on th 29th for a movie date. And since i "accompanied sis to marina square", we'll catch it at marina or something. HEEE.

I met Farah beforehand to get it set up. The guys have no idea that the other's gonna be there. And when they reached city hall, we played a game with them. They're not supposed to ask us anything, leaving them clueless. So, first up was, we asked them to spot each other at the control station. And they did! Well done, guys.

1st task ; Find the girls at marina square, outside macs. ( At this moment, they were hoping to grabbed a bite at Macs. HEHE. )

And as soon as they reached there, we told them it was too late and now that we're at the performing stage oppposite esplanade. HEE. Just fyi, we werent even there in the first place.

And when they're there, we asked them to find us at th highest point of esplanade, where there's a scenic view.

And suprise!

After which we planned to catch Twilight but unfortunately we were alittle too late.

So, we just hanged out, lighting up th candles we had.

T u e s d a y !

Baby came in th morning and supris eme with Twilight tickets!
I made breakfast for him.
Finally gave him th scrapbook.
Watched Twilight.
Played poker ( Loser had to drink a cup of water. And i drank more tahn a jar! Im sucha a loser)

2008-12-28T15:49:00.013+08:00

Monday, 22 December.

Out with Syu Fathin Hidayah and Nat.

Great catching up these girls. Although, i must say i get lost in most of th conversation. I guess i have to keep track of updated news every now and then. Yeah girls? Heh. So we headed vivo and then bugis. It started to get hot and we missed a train cos it was sardine packed. *DAMN sian lor. Thanks to syu and hidayah for the phrase of the day. HAH.

Wednesday, 24 December.

The seat was low and the bowl was high. I swear i had trouble eating that dish.

Spotted, R and S having another catch-up session.

Its irony how she was my first closest friend when i first came to rp and yet she's withdrew from rp continuing her journey to NAFA which im so jealous of. Good luck darl! Im gonna miss her. Met her at toa payoh, not knowing where to go. So, we suggested town. But we randomly alighted at novena. No sense of direction. HAHA. Strolled novena square which we find it calm cos there werent as much people despite the fact that its Christmas eve. This high maintainence girl and i decided to have Jerk Thai. I thought it wasnt as good and not worth trying it again? We headed town after that and check out on sales. I was green in envy when she bought that high-waise skirt and dress. Nevertheless, it was a pretty awesome day spent with beloved Raudah. Love you, R.

Thursday/Friday.

The whole 29 hours i spent with dearest.

Baby came over to my crib. Had baked rice for dinner. Slacked at my place before we head with our plans. Its sweet how baby planned it and made aschedule of what we are gonna do. So we were so excited we head straight to Marina barrage.

We lied on the grass gazing the stars, feeling the night atmosphere, just chatted bout anything. Baby said he would choose the smallest star to represent me. Cos its the hardest to find. Awwwh. And we talked about our dream wedding, or dream house, whats the hardest things to do. Basically bout anything in the world.

At midnight, I prepared the cake although failing to light up the candle bec of the wind and placed my present next to it.

We listened to Misteri jam 12 but haha, we stopped halfway. I browsed through his Creative Zen and sang randomly. We watched a movie in his little Mp4 with hands wrapping each other's body, feeling so warm in the cold night. We played random games like chop chilli chop. And i showed the I love you signs and he followed unknowingly only to realise later. We sure love each other's company till morning.

We catched the morning sunrise, had our morning walk and continued with our plan.

Next destination : Sentosa!

Thanks sweetheart for the wonderful 13month outing. Thanks for the midnight text. Thank you for comtinnuing with our plan to sentosa although you're drop dead tired. Thanks for entertaining my craps for near 29 hours. Thanks for lending me your shoulder to sleep when i was dozing off. Thanks for wrapping me with your towel when i was freezing. Thanks for constantly wishing me a "Happy 13" in every way you could possibly do. It was the best monthversary i ever spent it with you.

I love you.

XOXO,

SHARINA

2008-12-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

Mum just called. I miss her. And she said she love me. Its been a long time since she said that. Maybe she's not th type who says it, more like show it.

Im home since morning and alot of things have been going thru my mind. Pity someone who had to hear me out. Sis's out for some party and here i am on a Saturday night and broke.
On a lighter note, Gossip girl has been accompanying me. Im halfway thru season 2. Err, yay?

2008-12-23T20:44:00.015+08:00

Ever since school holidays started, I’ve been really packed. I managed to squeezed it with outings and catch-up session while family are away.

My last Tuesday.

Spotted at Sentosa, having heaps of fun playing taboo under th hot sun.
The E36L clique and me on Tuesday.
Followed by a series of games in th water as well as on the sand. Such a wonderful bunch to hang out with, and I will be the child in every conversation.

Wednesday.
Family left for Perth, Australia to visit Aunt. So, its left with me and sis. I’ve been packed since then. Mum asked Azzrul along to send them off so I would not be making my way home alone when they leave. So yeah, Azzrul and me took the MRT and met them there. Had Popeye’s with the family. And bid them farewell. Mum and dad trusted Azzrul to actually take care of me. Haha. So, left the airport wanting to catch a movie at causeway before we head home. But we kinda missed the earlier movies. So yeah, we packed Long john silver and headed to admiralty parked. Gazed two stars! Okay pathetic. What do you expect? Chilled out there and that was it. Its funny how I will switch on most of the lights and go to sleep. And sis will come home in th morning only to find out that the lights would still be on.

Spotted at my crib, baby and i having our movie marathon complete with fries. And maggie to fill up our stomach. Followed by webcaming. I sure enjoy his company. Oh, and he helped me with some housechores. "Awwhh!"

Weekends was filled with sleepover which was uhm, ___ . Oh at least had a great dinner with sis at Sakae Sushi.

(:

Baby fetched me from work on Sunday and we made pasta for dinner. So much of making it on our own, we seek help from sister even simple little things like cutting the onions. Haha. And rasberry ice-cream with banana for dessert. Sweetheart stayed till 1. I was contented.

2008-12-15T01:26:00.003+08:00

Hello,

Here's th TAG REPLIES since ages!
I appreciated your tags people, keep it coming yaw!

to khairi ; Cause you're bored remember? WHATEVER. -__________-
to sarahlee ; Thanks! I love it toooo. (:
to Maisurah ; EH? where did ya copy and paste from? Clever you. Anyway! What? What did you realised? ( oh i know, that was just for fun rigggghht? )
to lena ; Hey, thanks for linking me. I'll link you soon too alright? Anyway, how can i not remember her. She's th prettiest malay teacher at our time.
to Raudaah ; I know you're awe-struck but dont have to praise him too much. See, die da kembang la tu? Anyway Raudaah, im so excited for our outing and hopefully, sleepover! AHHHH! I miss you.
to hophop ; Are you who i think you are? Cos only one person couldnt stop pestering me to smile that way. Thanks for hopping by, hophop. Cheers!
to Rhyee ; Okay i will. Catch up soon babe!
to azzrul ; Yeayea, you're cool cos "Hot" is already taken by me! HAHA! Anw, updated! Love you dear. To the power of 385! HEHE.

2008-12-13T20:25:00.005+08:00

Hello. Im back.

after a week? Sorry guys. I've been either been busy with school, work or watching Gossip girl. (As if its a necessity yea?) I've yet to finish up season one. Call me outdated, yes. My clique have watched it all and they've been talking about it and thats exactly the reason i've started watching it and end up getting addicted to it.

My week was just alright. Was anticipating for the holidays. Now, that is here, im contented. I've got a lot of outings/sleepover to look forward to. To begin with, my week is already packed. Its only 3 days away till my family except my older sis and me will be away to Australia. Y'know, as much as i want my freedom, i dont know how it would be like without them around. And they kept mentioning about if anything were to happen to them, they actually told us what to do. That's the last picture i would ever wanna imagine. Speaking of which, i dont think i've been spending time with them recently. Exp the kids, they said i wasnt as fun as before, Imagine your younger siblings whom you are so close to back then said that. And define close, I used to spend time with them doing anything that which brought in smiles. I used to bring them to the playground and being as old as sec3, play catching/hide and seek with them. Or we'll just pretend to own a restaurant and making up food out of her plastic ingredient. Now, im just too busy to make time for them. I wish i could make it up for them.

This is really random but its hilarious. It was last week during science class where kinwai made Jack drank coffee + chilli sauce = which apparently looks like orange juice. Yes, you heard me right. I don’t know how on earth it turns out like that, but it was indeed convincing because it really looked like it.

Here’s basically the convo ;
Jack ; Hey, I want some?
Kinwai ; No, very expensive you know this one.
Jack ; okay trade me with this seaweed.
Kinwai; ohwell okay.
Jack ; *slurpps. Oh and that was a big gulp. And straight after that, he was like WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? And ran to th toilet.

And how about my weekends if you guys are wondering, it was uhm, not really something i looked forward to - work.

Besides answering to nonsentical questions, what i have to do is just tstand there and greet these beloved customer(yeah right) and tear their movie tickets.

So there’s this guy who asked me, “Is this Golden village/Eng Wah?” I accidentally gave him the whatthefuck,haveyougotnoeyes face? Okay, my bet. But but it wasn’t unintentional, so I’m kinda forgiven. Doesn’t take a genius to figure it out, people.

And there’s this one man who approached me and literally shouted at me. Like hello, no point shouting at me. Im one the one who’s deaf. You Are, if you haven’t realized. Here’s the thing, his facial expression was absolutely alright, no signs of anger or any that sorts. But he just shouted at me even after several replies from me and just stood there with the “WHAT?” face.

And there’s also, hmmm junior version of mats. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to stereotype but hey, i’m just differentiating them so that you guys will know what I’m talking bout here. That’s the closest description I can describe them y’know. Yes, They. They freaking bought the show which was shown an hour earlier and showed to me and complained, “Pikir Kelakar pe kasi ticket ni”, hoping that I can do anything bout it. Obviously, I was shocked by their intelligence. Okay maybe not.

Despite all these, im still working there. Since im in need of money, i cant choose to be choosy right? Speaking of which, i still havent get my last month's pay. Its like, uhmm what? 16 days overdue. Oh well, atleast there're caring workmates there. And one of the manager was so nice to me. Seeing that i havent got a uniform or even nametag(Was snatched by one of th in-cherged btw)after a month working there, he kindly made an effort to search one for me. OH! And even that cute chritmas hat! HEHE. Well, there's always a good and bad side to everything.

Sorry if this is too wordy.

Goodbye for now! Take care people!

2008-12-09T23:40:00.006+08:00

FIRST

The person who tagged you?
Sarahlee.

Your relationship with him/her?
Uhm, my friend's ex-girlfriend.

Your five impressions of him/her?
Decent, Sweet, Unique, Gorgeous, Talented.

The most memorable thing she/he said to you?
She said i looked like jennifer aniston. Although i totally disagree with her, but hey, its a rare compliment i reckon?

What is it that you want to tell her?
Just do it. Haha, basically, just grab any challenges/opportunities in life cause you're capable of doing what you really wanna do. Believe in yourself.

Your overall impression of her/him?
Gorgeous.

How do you think people around you feel about you?
Irritating. Like i will torture Maisurah with my nonsensical faces(well its supposed to be an expression), when i tell her a story.

The character you love in yourself are?
Soemone love me cos im weird. So maybe that?

The most ideal person you want to be with?
Like sarahlee, my list can go on and on. But then again, when love strikes, these doesnt matter anymore.

On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself?
Oh, how i get paranoid, insecure.

Pass this quiz to the people you wish to know how they feel:
Whoever feel like doing this. But if you wanna do it, you cant copy paste from my blog, you try going to Sarahlee's.

SECOND
rules & regulations.
1) take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
2) dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair, just take a picture.
3) post that picture with NO editing.
4) post the picture with these instructions.
5) tag 7 people to this.
6) No tag backs!

Does this count? Maybe not. i love that shirt btw! HEHE.

2008-12-07T01:56:00.001+08:00

Okay, this is random but try this website,
http://youniverse.com/statement/module/PersonalityModule/New_Personality_module/retake

ENJOYYY!(:

Series of questions ;

2008-12-07T01:06:00.006+08:00

Regulations of this quiz is :- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.- Tag 6 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
- Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by: Suhaimi

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1) Rich

2) Have my definition kind of life

3) Wish for another hundred wishes.(:

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
Yeah, when i was small. I thought it was like a truman show.

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
Yes, life's unpredictable y'know. But no point being scared when you have to face it anyway.

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
If its for the better, why not? Im pretty sure the other party meant well.

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved, cos not everyone can appreciate you the way you are.

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Define love, if what im feeling right now is love, then i dont mind waiting even if it takes a very long time.

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Awwh, is that guy worth waiting for? If not, move on. If you're meant to be, nothing can stop you.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
Hell yeah.

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Yeah, but i like it that way.(;

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
Family, Bestfriends, Girlfriends, Sweetheart.

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
HAHA, KYLE PATRICK! Okay, srsly. Yeah, i guess.

Q : Are you happy with your life?
How can i not with awesome people around me?

Q : Would you give your all in a relationship?
When you believe it will work out, you will too right?

Q : What type of friends do you like?
Who is always there through best and craps times.

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
Yeah.

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a girl?
Uhm, her fashion sense?

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
HAHA, he dont know what he got himself into once im hurt. No point being with a person who cheated on you. Move on although thats gonna be difficult.

6 people I tagged : Maisurah, Seri, Afiqah, Harfany, Raudah, Sarahlee

Warning ; Long post up ahead.

2008-12-06T15:05:00.008+08:00

H e l l o people!
Pardon me for being on hiatus for quite some time.

I shall start from My Last Saturday.

Met sweetheart and we headed to Plaza Sing to get our ring done.
On the way to Singapore river, we had this random idea to drop up Singapore Museum.
So yeah, spend our time appreciating the art there. HEHE.
Then made our way to Singapore river.
Had a bite at Burger King
Sat by the river
Headed to Singapore flyer

I was getting excited as we made our way there, getting nearer to the Flyer. I was literally jumping for joy and screaming inside. I'll nudged Sweetheart for no good reason or even swinged his hand. HEHE. We finally collected our tickets and went in. How i wish we had the whole capsule to oursleves but yeah, there were many others. We got more excited as we were drawing near the top, where we witnessed the most beautiful sunset ever. I love sunsets and sunrises. We've been wanting to catch one perfect sunset together, with our hands wrapped around each other. And that cannot be more perfect. I didnt know how to suprise him with the scapbook i had made. And it was not suprising that it wasnt suprising. Get it? But i could see he was speechless. I love looking at that smile of his.

And guess what? He get back at me. He asked me to remind him to take his medicine at 830. And, so he bought mineral water. In the bus at 830 sharp, i reminded him. I was really clueless to wat is he up to. And he gave me his NUH medicine plastic bag. Wanting to feed him, i was looking for his medicine and guess what i saw? There was a little scrapbook. Why would anyone think of putting a scrapbook in a medicine bag? But he did to make it convincing. And yes, it was indeed convincing. I was really touched when i flip through the scrapbook pages. So much of him saying that he cannot finish up th scrapbok because of his arms. I was pretty touched he did, with all th cute decorations. And i feel noone has ever appreciated me the way he do.

Thank you so much for the 29 Sweetheart. Every single detail of it.

My Sunday.

was filled up with work. YEAH. -_________-

My Monday.

as i updated earlier, school was.. ah, YES. MONDAY BLUES. Basically school was a bad way to start a day.

In contrast, what could have been better to end the day with th Wild Child movie which i was longing to watch and catch up session with the Girls. I love you girls.

My Tuesday.

Skipped school halfway to watch Quarantine with E36L Clique. Forced Mong Han into watching that, cos apparently, she dislike horror movies. But it wasnt scary instead was pretty disgusting.

Pretty fun hanging out with them at Civic Mac. With all the laughter and fun, what could have been better?

Received a "Out of the blue" text from farah suggesting to suprise the boys. So, i was obviously up for it. Met her and we headed to NP. I was pretty scared that Azzrul might have made his way home. When we reached NP, we were searching for Suhaimi. And he called Farah. So farah continued to pretend she's at home and start asking where he was. We got so panic when he said he was heading to th busstop. HAH. And we were running towards th busstop while Farah was still on th phone with suhaimi. And, we started laughing. And it was really weird when Farah asked Suhaimi not to go home and stay with Azzrul as azzrul was studying in th library.(When actually Azzrul was in the canteen instead). And we surrended. We gave up, telling him where we were.

So met him and he brought us to where Azzrul was. And we slowly went towards him. And tada! HAH.

My Wednesday

met Swetheart to collect our ring. And last minute, i was told i had a Cathay staff metting. So after school, went Plaza Sing with dear and went for the cathay meeting while baby waited for me at Woodlands. And cathay meeting was taking so long.:(

Oh well, atleast my day ended with Baby sending me home.(:

My Thursday.

did i mention how motivated and contented i am to go school these days. Cos i'll be looking forward to lunch and breaks with E36L cliques. I feel loved being around them. HAHA. They're so bubbly, there's so much stories within us. Esp when they're older, you'll get to hear more advices. HOHO.

And Yoga after school was fun. (:

My friday.

My friday morning in school was great. I love friday group because its the All Girls team. And and, Khine bought us breakfast. Had a little picnic at th benches, well atleast that's according to Leslie.

But OMG! I lost my phone. I left it in the toilet shelf. Pretty careless of me. I feel so lost without my phone. Was my very first time, I was pretty pissed but ohwell, like people say, mungkin ade hikmahnya. I'll be using my brother's number for the time being till i retrieved my sim card back.

I hope there's still such a kind soul who would return it.

For this moment, i'm currently at Changi Airport accompanying Sweetheart study for his upcoming exams while im updating. HEHE.

ENJOY PEEPS!

2008-12-01T09:27:00.004+08:00

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Clear enough for you folks?

And i swear Enterprise wasnt helping at all.

LALALALALALALA, take care!

A year old

2008-11-26T23:07:00.010+08:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary sweetheart.

261108 marks our first year. A year filled with tremendous events and sweet memories and im glad you're still mine.(:

"Started out with just ordinary friends, now you’re my lover, my sayang, my baby, my sweetheart, my everything, the special one in my heart. You’re the first who managed to capture my heart, and take my breath away by just that sweet smile of yours. You cared for me more than I ever cared for myself and love me like there’s no tomorrow. And you’re the one who’s always there to hear my whining, my cries over little useless stuffs, my craps, nonsense. You’re always there to tell me to be strong and I’m not alone to face it all and that you’ll always be there. You’re the one who would assure me that everything is gonna be alright when everything is obviously not. And I’ll fall for it every single time. Cos, I feel secure when I’m with you. You know the exact second to make my smile wider each time. You’re the guy who I’m sure everyone wish to own in their fairytale. I don’t need to wish because I got my very own. ....." - adapted from my 1857 words email.

I hope you like my 1857 words email. Cos i definitely love your wishes from different sources. Be it from just a text to email or even through the multiply you had which is so last year. And it was all exactly at midnight. Oh, and ofcourse, for the dinner at Delifrance as well as the amazing video. I love the content, the flow, the ending - everything about it! I mean, it was sweet of you to actually complete it even with your broken arm. I love you for that.

261108

the day we turn a year old.

So, i had school for the first part of the day. Thanks to those who congratulate us for our 1st. I was having butterflies in my stomach ever since the clock strikes 12. Hehe. So, it doesnt help at all when you need to do work in school. I mean, when you feel rly excited about something, you dont rly care about anything else. And so, everyone in my clique knew it was my 1st cos i've been screaming about it ever since what, last week?
Khine even asked why im in school when it was my Anniversary. I was this close to psychoing baby to skip school but baby say put our priorities first. So wise of him. lol. But rly, if it wasnt for him, i think i had skipped alot more which will evnetually affect my grade.

Okay anyway, met baby after school @ Lot1. Ate at delifrance. Had the baked rice while baby had pasta. Th food was just alright.

After that, accompanied baby home to get his charger and headed to cck library cos i had to do my rj while he had "Project" to do too.

And so much of his project that when i was doing my rj, he was surfing the net. Then i whine about how unfair it was that i had to do my rj while he can surf the net leading to forcing him doing it. And he goes, "Okay, yeeee i'll do it" and double clicked on the video he had prepared. I was lost with words, speechless. I was on laughing gas.

Clearly, i wasnt expecting that. I didnt see that coming.

And even touched when get to know that he had started on it pretty much quite some time ago and its was 3/4 done whne he broke his arm. He was afraid that he couldnt finish it but he did. Infact, i love the ending th most. Thanks baby.

And i feel rather bad that i didnt do anything for him. Sucha a bad girlfriend right? Sigh.

Since i cant be home late, we headed home after that. Although we snapped a few pictures. HEEEE.

To everyone who have been asking about how was my Anniversary, here you go! It wasnt much. Stay tune. Wait till th 29, when we fly! HEHE.(: CHEERS!

Picture-wise, here you goooo.

Okay, this is bloody retarded!

Thats all aye. Take care p e o p l e! (:

A year older.

2008-11-26T12:36:00.011+08:00

Best picture of the day. Well, atleast thats what i think.

24 Nvember

the day she turns 17

A good plan ^^ + a series of lame excuses to make it convincing = A splendid suprise!

Met the Birthday girl and seri after school. Spend time camwhoring with Mai's beloved MacBook and stealing Maisurah's tomyum seaweed before i head to prepare the candles. Hell time lighting up the candles especially when the wind just blew it away making me all panic although it was all worth it afterall. Im proud of it. ^^
She came blindfolded, pleading not to leave her. HAHA. And tada! Then came cake, complete with a birthday song. Sweet right? HEHE.

Anyway, i hope you like the suprise babe although it wasnt much. We'll go out sooon okay darl? I love burning time with my girls. HEHE.
(:

2008-11-24T16:11:00.002+08:00

My eyes are heavy. I feel so lethargic. All i can hear right now is the faciliatator talking non-stop, but the words just go through my ears. I cant seems to absorb anything. Enterprise just aint my cup of tea i guess? I mean now its obvious.

I love my Sunday. I wish today was yesterday and today can be skipped to th 26th. ^^

On a lighter note, its Maisurah Saini turned 17 today! Happy 17, babe.

My best laughing gas.

"You're always there to tell me i'll be alright when everything's obviously not."

"You're always there to tell me too be strong, and that im not alone and that i got you."

Nothing can beat the times we spent cracking joks, laughing at the slightest thing ever and doing silly stuffs together.

ILY.

Love, Sharina.

2008-11-22T20:29:00.008+08:00

Hello people.

Im rather lazy to update actually but oh well since im here. My week started out great, what could beat th time i spent with dearest Mai and Seri.

Okay, so seri was telling us what to bring for the interview,
"A phtocopy of your ic and a black pen."
And maisurah goes,
"Fuck, by tomorrow?"
And i was like, "Err, yeah pen aje pe."
And she goes again, "But i dont have it." (You should see how sad she looked. HEHE.)
And and, she goes.. "Black jeans can?"

Okay get it? No?

I swear we burst out laughing. Thats what she always do to us, leaving our stomach in pain due to laughing too much. Its like i dont need a laughing gas when im with them y'know.

Okay and friday was great. Okay maybe not really but but it was th all girls' team. Just that the relief faci wasnt helping at all. Th attendance was from about 20 to 9? The rest went off. Thats how boring she was. Yes, imagine that. We were ofcourse really tempted to go off too, but i cant afford to cos the last time i did for her class, i got an F. My first freaking F in republic pleaseee. Maybe i deserve it, well just maybe. Thats human, isnt it? They would try to blame everything or anyone else except themselves.

Oh anyway, Sharif got his result on thursday. A score of 181. No comments. I mean i wouldnt wanna rub in against him after all the nagging from my parents. Esp Dad, everything Sharif did on thursday wasnt right to his eyes. Clearly, he was trying to pick on him. Okay maybe he deserve it. But oh well, i definitely know how he felt. Being compared to your other siblings isnt great y'know. Mum kept saying about how we all got into express except him and stuffs. I dont think that was nice. Th feeling must have been the same when second uncle asked why i didnt made it to JC when my brother and sister did. Again, its pointless to argue.

Oh, and my tuition kid got 184.:( Although its not satisfactory but atleast her parents and she herself is happy with it. I was hoping for her to get into express though. She was coping well with her maths. But maybe her english pulled her down.

OH! Sharif got an A for his english. I can assure you his english is better than mine when i was at his age..

Mygod, im sorry my updates had been wordy and so not exciting. But im pretty glad people like Sarahlee appreciate it. Thanks Sarah. :D Okay that was random.

Work was pretty fun actually, esp working with Noh. Had a few intervals and he had nothing to do. So, he kept going into halls and exiting at the other end, going around scaring people.

And he was like, "eh, ade binatang kat belakang kau." And i instantly went "HUH??" Then he pointed to th madagascar poster behind me. -___________-

I cant wait for our 1st. Its just four days away. OMG!

four

three

two

one

JENG JENG JENG! HEHEH!

2008-11-17T15:46:00.001+08:00

I once gave sweetheart this link and he was like, "Uhm, well thank you"
HAHA. Okay not funny. Cheap thrills!

2008-11-17T15:43:00.001+08:00

Not forgetting, TAG REPLIES!

to Harfany ; yesyes! Let's watch He's Just Not Into You together when its out yeah?

to Raudaaaaah ; We'll hang out soon okay babe?

to saralee ; hey, lawa right her dresses? Jealous! And, i wished i look like Jennifer Aniston man! But nah, i dont think so. She's pretty man!

to huiyun ; Sorry for not updating.:( butbut updated!:D See you in class!

to azzrul ; From seventeen, now its only nine more days to go!:D I cant wait sweetheart. Stay strong baby and i'll be by your side.

to Nurul ; Nice rigggghht this song! haha. I'll go down with you guys one of th day this week okay? Cheers!:D

to Rhyee ; I'll do it soon okay? IMY TOO!

2008-11-10T12:38:00.008+08:00

Hello

earthlings.

I bumped into this gay on Tuesday and we hanged out while he accompanied me to wait for my boyf while i accompanied him to top-up his ez-ink which this idiot thought he left his ez-link there and got so panic which you guys should have seen his face. He wanted to surf th net using my lappy and so we headed to th lib. And while he use my lappy to ehem, i scribbled at his HTC pro. And this gay is Ifwat.:)
(Isnt this a good intro? No offence gay.:D)

Okay, sorry i've been on hiatus for a week or more. I try to update as much as i can. That i can remember.

Last Saturday.
My saturday was pretty alright. Mum and Dad sent me to cck early in the morning. For me to have breakfast with Azzrul. So we had Delifrance which was a random decision by him. We both head our own ways to work after that. Thanks for Breakfast, baby. I had work from 12 - 8 while his was 12 - 6. He picked me after that and had dinner. :D

Tuesday started pretty well too. Bec had a double date breakfast with Farah and Suhaimi. Met them at Causeway and had Macs. Although it was an hour breakfast session, it was great spending time with them esp when we dont meet often.

So we headed school after that.

And so my week went well, pretty well. I even went to "suprise" sweetheart by appearing at his school for his futsal(which he eventually suspected) which unfortunately was postponed due to the weather. Even so, we managed to spend the evening together wacthing a movie at NP's library. It was all smooth till thursday night. Sigh. I got so worried extremely worried when i got that call from him. I could hear he was in pain. Friday, i managed to visit him after his operation. Y'know how it hurts to see your boyfriend on the hospital bed, feeling all weak. His voice was really soft, its like he's loosing it. His lips were dry. He was hungry but not allowed to eat. How suck can that be? Luckily i was th last to leave. I managed to put him to rest with a goodnight kiss.

Saturday, i visited him at around 12 and only get to know from his sis that he can be discharged on that day itself. So, reached there, just waiting for him to be discharged. Took th taxi to his home and went off from there. Dad wanted to see him so much. But maybe next time.

Although i may appear strong infront of him cause i want him to stay strong but deep inside, it breaks my heart to see him like that. I can just afford to encourage him by words. I cant be there for him all th time. I just dont know how to make him feel better. Sucks aye? And sacrifices needed here and there. I'll stay strong by your side baby.

And its, 9 more days to our very first. Big plans up ahead.

Yesterday, i had work 12-8. It was an experience except that it was tiring. Bro and sis fetched me from work and dinner was on Brother. They say i smell of pop-corn.:D Its been ages since we last hanged out together.

Whereas for today,i had to draggggggggggg myself out of bed looking sleepy in school. What do you expect? Its monday!

But this is still good stuffs!
http://dopestyler.multiply.com/video/item/2/Breathe_Dancebeatz_Finals

FIS @ Breathe.

TAKE CARE FOLKS!

2008-11-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

Tmr's friday and i'm not abit looking forward to my weekends. I'll be filling it up with work.-_______-. Aint proud of that btw. Oh, probably i'll just be looking forward to breakfast with baby on saturday. Besides that, everything else seems not exciting.

This week of school was satisfying i gotta say. Be it groupmates or school work. Group mates were great. Ben was disturbing me since monday bout th same freaking thing. Th moment he see me, he'll say "Awwhh, where's your Azzrul sayang?" His accent in saying th Sayang is just weird. He happen to peep my conversation few weeks back and since then, he kept saying that. Annoying, yes.

I like my science group. Its amazing how we can click. And we will start th series of jokes in middle of discussion. I've been in th same group with Mong Han for three modules and im glad we are.

It was choatic in class just now. During second break, we switched off the lights, and Joshua started projecting the movie, Cube. Thrilling. Some chose not to watch it and googled it instead to know how the story goes. There was even a continuation part after class. HAH.

Anyway, i watched High School Musical two days back. I was so eager to watch it since i've been selling the tickets to people. So i dragged sweetheart to watch it with me. However, th show disappoint me somehow rather. Th storyline wasn't that amazing. Its as if you would expect it to likely happen. Th songs were relatively alright. I like Can I Have This Dance song. Oh, i like the dresses Gabriella wore throughout the show. Besides that, everything else was just average. Oh and the tree-house scene was sweet.

Anyway, Mum Dad Bro and th kids will be going to Australia from 17 December till the 31st. And i'll be having my holidays. Many plans up ahead. Right now, im anticipating for one year!

Okay, i pratically have nothing else to blog about. And so, this explains how bored i am. I love Jennifer Aniston. She's very natural in her acting. I started noticing her since i started to watch friends. I'll be looking forward to He's Just Not Into You, coming soon.

Alright, bye for now!:D

2008-11-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

Tagged by seri.
Now, here you goooo!

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Well, duh!

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- Hmmm, well why not?

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- You're talking about love here, forever it is. "'Cause my heart is wherever he is"

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Its billion we're talking about yeah? WOW. Uhm, i'd invest in high-end bunglow, buy one for family, have my own boutique/art studio, a luxury car, Europe trip! Paris! OMG. different types of cameras, i'll have a collection of it.
I gotta say this question makes me way excited. As if i have it right at this moment.
(But then again, easier said than done)

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- Yeah? Since he'll be the one who understands you more than anyone else.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Cant i say both pretty please? Being loved by someone makes you feel appreciated, "It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do."

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other.
- He's everything to me.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Its either you wait or forget about it. Well, depends.

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
- Take theory lesson for my bike license.

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
- Wow, he dont know what he just got himself into once im hurt. HAHA. Well, depends. But if he brings me to Paris to make it up. Well, maybe a second chance is deserved.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Hmm, be in the media industry and just married to Sweetheart. Planned okay! HAHA.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- Right now, Sweetheart.

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
- Errr..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Married but poor. We'll go through thick and thin together, more fun that way. Okay crazy!

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Maroon baby!

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
- HAHA. How long can my relationship go with that other guy? I bet it would not be as long and deep as the one the one im with right now.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- I'll forgive. Forget? Way difficult.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- We'll get married and have our honeymoon in Paris and settle down with a baby girl and baby boy. HAHA.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
- WOW. I treasure both as much so i'd be hard deciding.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- Oh yes!

5 people to do this survey:
- Raudah, Afiqah, Fathin, Mong Han, Nurul. :D

2008-11-03T20:06:00.001+08:00

Hello

beloved readers, whoever reading my blog.

Hmm, where shall i start? My week? My last week was filled with work, mostly. Okay i shall not bore you with it. I love my Thursday morning and Saturday for th week. I met sweetheart on the Thursday morning. Boyfriend say im blur in th morning. Aiya, my boyfriend say that all th time. Anyway, we headed to suntec to make our payment for th flyer tickets we booked.

We gonna fly on the twenty-nine!
The fact that we got the payment settled hyper-ed me up a little. I was so excited about it. Afterwhich, we had breakfast before i headed work and school for him.

And so i persuaded Dad in a rather special way to let me go out on Saturday cause Azzrul and me had our plans up ahead. And yes my drama mama was working. HEHE.

My Saturday picnic with Sweetheart @ East coast park was a great one. I brought nuggets, hotdogs and sandwiches from home. :) We managed to find a nice spot and set up the tent. We had our breakfast on the mat, under that huge tree. Heh. We then watched "What happen in las Vegas" in Azzrul's lappy. Followed by frisbee for awhile. We wanted to swim but those skimmers kinda made us reluctant to do so. So, we just chilled enjoying the breeze.

His bantal busuk.

I love how we would joke. I love how i would tickle him till he plead for me to stop. And how he would tickle me too. I love how i would shake and pull him, waking him up when he wanna sleep. I love how he would pamper me and feed me and dust off the sand on my feet. I love how he complains that i dont pamper him as much. I love how he would cuddle me when we watch that movie on his lappy. I love how i would force him to act gay wearing my shades. I love how i would trick him with my riddles and make him wonder cause he looks so cute trying to figure it out. I love every little thing he does. I love you, baby.

Right now, i cannot wait for holidays. I know its kinda early to have that feeling. I didnt know i had holidays in december until Hydar told me in school just now. He was so excited about it. School's a bitch for me. I dont exactly know why but i just dont seem to be looking forward to school. And so, Hydar kept reminding me how many days is it to holidays, he even wrote it down at the corner of the whiteboard. He's gonna countdown mygod, rly.

Im still struggling with RJ now. And i got UT tomorrow which i havent studied for. And enterprise UT gets very chaotic despite the fact that it is an openbook test because there's just so much information and if you dont go through beforehand, you'll face difficulty in finding your answer.

Im broke like shite yet so much things needed to be accomplished. I running out of dresses. No, i actually have some i havent worn before but i dont know if my Mum would actually approved me wearing it cause she claim its too revealing. Sheesh. I have no absolute idea what to wear on that special day. :(

SAYONARA PEOPLE

take care! :)

2008-10-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hello, here's a random picture for you guys. Haha. As i was rotting th whole of yesterday, i decided to doodle. I tried drawing random things which im embarassed to actually show anyone cause im loosing my touch on art obviously. OMG.

Anyway! Sunday to sentosa for Azzrul's sister's birthday bash was awesome. Since azzrul got madrasah in th morning, we made a move to sentosa a bit later than th rest. So much of me wanting to be a good girlfriend and fetch my sayang from home, i'm the one who's late. -________-.

We werent there with them for long but i can see they're sucha a great bunch to hang out with. Its a pity there weren't much pictures for the day. Even if there were, here's some bad quality pictures from my -_____- phone.

Its Tuesday today!

First day at work was pretty alright although at first i thought it was not gonna be. Its pretty fun actually. Well, maybe thats because its just four hours of training. Uhm, today was satisfactory. I finally get what i've been searching for. ^^

Mum's nagging me to sleep right now, since im fetching brother from the airport at 3am cause his flight's at 4am. AHHHHHH! I MISS HIM HELL LOTS! He called home yesterday! HAHA, he was complaining about how other people were reducing his supply of cigarettes.
And i got work again tomorrow. Mum claims i need to rest and i agree with her, just that i cant bear to part with my darling lappy.

Im anticipating for breakfast with sweetheart on thursday. I'm gonna be a good girlfriend and send him to school since im having my term break. For real this time. I hope so.
And for saturday! Only hoping that i can go out.

Okay okay, mum's nagging! I gotta force myself to sleeeeeeeeeep.

Take care people!
Thanks for reading my boring blog. Appreciated.

2008-10-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

My friday morning was awesome. How can it not be not when i had cheese scrambled egg, toast and hot milo while watching a movie in bed when everyone else is in school? HEH.

I couldnt get my ass off th bed this morning. I snoozed my alarm a couple of times and i texted sweetheart whining about how lazy i was to go to school. And he immediately called me. He managed to persuade me to go to school. Well, almost. Cause after i took a bath, i was staring at my wadrobe figuring out what to wear. Then i head to bed, stared at my phone, texted seri and fwat for their Os. And the weather wasn't helping at all. It was just right to have a deep beauty sleep. So i dozed off awhile, and mum's nagging woke me up. Cause i've been in the room for too long. I then texted darling Raudah asking her if she wanna skip and watch High School Musical with me. HEHE. But she got other plans. So, i guess i was stucked at home. I watched a couple of movies and went back to sleep.

Headed causeway to meet Monghan to pass her her charger that she left yesterday. Met seri at cck and yeah that was it.

Ohhh i bumped into darling Raudah at causeway point earlier. I cant wait to watch high school musical with you. Let's force them to it. Winks!

I miss brother.

I miss my baby.

2008-10-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

Here's 4Int Raya pictures;

There's heaps of them just that im lazy to upload. Pardon me. Hehe.

First house : Ifwat's.

Harfany's

Leila's

Maisurah's

Its great to meet them after a long time. Th jokes that we shared that we never outdated. There's still much laughter. They're sucha a wonderful bunch. A pity that Afiqah, Aizzul and Amirul were missing. 4Integrity rocks!

Hear from you guys soon.

2008-10-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Started my day with shouting from Dad, tears to school and the temperature taking exercise wasnt helping at all. Had to enter the school by the long way. Pissed.

Its bloody unreasonable. Its just not fair. Its just plain ridiculous. Okay maybe it was partly my fault but i dont deserve this.
Im bloody grounded. For a 17-year-old? Its hell pathetic.
I wish Brother was here. If he was, he would help me out, he would console me. I miss him bad.:(

Th whole day was super draggggy. Extra draggy now that i had no mood at all. I didnt understand a thing today's topic resulting me struggling to complete my RJ. Ugh. My friends thought i was sick, they said my face was pale. Sigh.
Lucky i had the whole of That 70 show series 3 to entertain me in class.

Met Ifwat after school to get th raya pictures. That guy changed his phone to HTC touch pro. Freaking jealous.

-_____________-

2008-10-17T20:24:00.001+08:00

Whenever i hear those RZX on th road, i realised how much i miss my brother. I wonder how's he's doing there. He have not called home since.

We used to be very close few years back. Although we've been busy and not as close ever since he entered national service where he just get to go back during weekends, he's still close to my heart. Even after days not seeing each other, we'll get on track th moment we meet. I can feel he really cared.

I miss him. :(

2008-10-17T20:21:00.001+08:00

Hello!

Hello beloved readers.:D
I dont exactly know what to blog about actually.

Its friday evening, suprisingly with no plans, here i am in tank top and shorts blogging on sis's queen size bed, having my dinner and entertained by Step up 2.

Life's been alright these days. Let's not start to brag about school. On a lighter note, somehow, im constantly motivated. Be it by someone close to me or just another stranger. Recently, i met a web developer, Hazrul Azhar. We managed to spark a conversation when i gave his house a visit for raya. Although we barely know each other, even how we are related, i did felt motivated after talking to him. There are so much i've yet to know about the design world. Im indeed threatened by his knowledge and experience. After viewing his portfolio, im motivated to start on my own. I did received some advice form him which i truly appreciated. Oh, he was on the news today. http://cyberita.asia1.com.sg/singapura/story/0,3617,128851,00.html. Interesting isnt?

Other than him, i attendeed DNM meeting just now. Our diploma chairman inform us more about our course and the need to prepare our portfolio. I realised, i cannot be dependent on the school to start on my own portfolio. Let's get into the comfort zone.

And not forgetting my sweetheart. He's always been motivating me. Despite hearing all the complaints i made, he's still there to hear the same complaints and kept pushing me. We had a bet and i'm not gonna let you win! Bluek!

Anyway! I was chatting with my cousin and she was asking me if im coming to Australia end of this year and she goes, "Oh Linda and me wanted to commit suicide when we heard you werent."

HAHA.
Awwhhh, I miss them so much. I miss th bubbly Nadia. I remember how he would pronounce Azzrul's name. With her slang trying to make it right. How we would talk about stuffs. How he would just fart randomly. I miss how i would stay up to talk to Aunt about anything, almost everything. I can be more open-minded when i talk to her. They're sucha a wonderful bunch. They're always close to my heart. She say she's gonna buy me clothes and pass it to my family so they could bring it here! I cant wait for sure.

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

2008-10-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

Thursday!

I love my thursday. Cos i get to spend the whole day with sweetheart. So, he was supposed to send me to school but apparently someone just cant get out of bed. So met him at 10 instead, that is during my break. Had prata for breakfast in my school. Then brought him around my pathetic school. Lol. And i was persuading him to let me skip school bec maths was killing me, i swear. Hehe. So at 12, skipped class and met him again!:D Randomly headed to AMK hub for a movie! Catched Eagle eye. Was a pretty good movie i should say. Th storyline plus th cool effects. Didnt had any particular plans after that, so we decided to hang out at Macs.

And dear was obssesed with that wasabe shake fries. HAH.

We're lovin' it!:D

I was reluctant to go home. So, we had a random idea to play sparkles. Called down Ariff and iffah down. Went Fushan and started lighting th sparkles up. Apparently the four packets i bought wasnt enough. So baby bought some more. Of course, th kids love his company cos he will entertain their crap. See? I can say im not a good sister.

Friday!

School was abit draggy but pretty alright. Didnt had plans in particular after school. And since The Switched Out was nearby, they decided to visit my house. Dad didnt notice Dear at first. But he was excited to see him. Im glad they can "click". Hehe.

My Saturday

was rather boring even considering the fact that i went to 11 houses along with 5 other families for raya. It was toturing, letting th time pass. Okay maybe i had a little fun with nephew, catching up with cousins and the kittens that were around at some houses. Other than that, was plain boredom. Whatssup with my mum's side? They'll go around, boosting about each other's children's education. And i can see that 3rd Uncle was looking down at me just because i went poly considering th fact that almost all his other niece/nephews went JC. Okay lets not talk about them. He hate the fact that i chose poly instead when both my elder borther and sister got into JC. But then again, what could i possibly do right? Its gonna be pointless.

Sunday!
Sent brother off to Australia. He had this Army exercise thingy. For freaking 25 days for god sake! I wont see him till the end of this month. :(

Everyone was controlling their tears. My eyes were watering seeing his face when he embraced my mum. I was stopping myself from tearing. I love my brother.

And th kids too!

Oh well, thats how my weeek went.

Take care!

2008-09-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Saturday.

Out with sweetheart to Vivo. It was great spending time with dearest. Hung out at skypark and strolled at vivo. We watched Wall-E. It's so cute! Sweet too!

Baby bought a tshirt from Pull and bear. And and he bought me a cap from there too! Thanks baby!:D

Thanks for spending time with me, for th movies, th cap and planning th whole of Saturday.:D

Monday,

was awesome!

Skipped school. Raudah who was in school ended up skipping too. Hehe.

Got a call from her when i was still snoring. Met her at woodlands. Headed her house at Bishan first cos she was complaing that she's hot with her long sleeve shirt. Headed town after that. Catched Mamma mia @ cineleisure.

And then shopped for accessories for raya.

I love my bangles!

Then Ramen ten to break fast.

Followed by this Taiwanese ice-cream.

We spend near a hundred for yesterday. But its worth it cos we had fun! Its been quite sometime since we catched up, so yeah.

Thanks Raudah for the outing.

It was fun!

We should do that often.

And you think carefully about NAFA, okay darl?

Im so jealous!

Anyway, alot of good things happen yesterday.
I bumped into god bro at town yesterday. It was sucha a relieve to see you in that smile again. Instead of your long face th whole of last week. Im glad everything's fine now. Your patience was worthwhile, isnt it? I told you not to give up! Hehe. Now, dont blow that chance! Im happy for you!

To someone who had a date yesterday. Ehem! Glad everything went well. AHHHH! Im excited for you too.

Tuesday.

House chores! -______-

Oh! Baby dropped by to pass some raya biscuits. In return i gave him some cakes. Hehe.

Selamat Hari Raya!:D

2008-09-27T01:12:00.000+08:00

Happy 10 months baby! :D

2008-09-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

Wednesday - Buka date with 4Integrity girls.

I was trying to hide th lights!

Met Afiqah and Maisurah first. Went to disturb Leila at her workplace. Afterwhich, Harfany joined us. We ordered th pizza. And went back to Leila's workplace. We were so noisy. Harfany and her never-ending interesting stories. Hehe. But it was fun. Its good to update each other. Collected th pizza and sat near civics to break our fast. Its not where you are, its who you're with. Rly!

Seri joined us halfway. We camwhored.

I really had fun catching up with you girls, updating each other with our exciting stories!:D

We'll see each other for raya okay? Its a must!

Next task for me : Plan for raya outing with them. :D

2008-09-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

Tuesday night with Syu, Fathin and Hidayah.

It was well-spent with them. Met Syu and Fathin after my school and headed to Marina Square.

Before that, we dropped by at Hidayah's workplace. Booked a table @ Breeks and started canwhoring. Haha. Hidayah joined us after buka and we took pictures. Lotsa them.:D BUt i'm lazy to upload all of them. We pratically, went from one place to another with hidayah's tripod stand. Its like we're moving to a diffrent scene every now and then. Had a good catch-up.:D And they taught me some shortforms which i find it difficult to understand although it was supposed to be a shortform.

I had fun, girls. Thanks to you ya'll!

Next will be to ALTAZAR.

Make it soon.:)

2008-09-26T15:03:00.000+08:00

Saturday - Geylang with Sweetheart.

Basically our main aim to get my baju raya. So when i told my mum that i was going to find it with him, she goes..

Mum : Sigh, kesian die
Me : Why??
Mum : Yelah, kamu tu cerewet! Kan kesian die kene layankan?

-_________- that was okay.

then when i was going out from th house, she goes again,

Mum : MAKE SURE YOU DONT BULLY HIM EH! DONT BE TOO FUSSY!
Me : Mum, who are you siding here?
Mum : Die la!

-__________________________-

So, got myself a maroon baju kurung. Hehe, a rather decent one i must say. I want that idk what you call it. But its a necklace.
Anyway, i tried to make his life easier by not being too fussy, i think? I think i did cause it was only what? 3 plus when i bought it. So we got hours till buka. So, we decided to go Airport. It was rly random. We didnt know where to go and i randomly suggested Airport and he was suprisingly okay with it. Haha. Took th skytrain to terminal 3. It was my baby's first time taking th skytrain. Hehe.

Then back to causeway where my sis fetched me. Headed to Mad jacks at Jalan kayu. Met brothers there. :D Sis and bro had steak, Sharif had th burger set while i had fish and chips. I swear th waiter was weird. He kept clearing TISSUES from our table every now and then. I mean usually waiters would wait for us to go and then start clearing up. Even if they were to clear our tables, they would take the plates instead of the tissues. Make sense? But oh well.
It was a short dinner. We didnt had th chance to lepak cause Sharif was with us.

ANYWAY!

I was sooooo touched when i saw Darling Raudah's blog. I was suprised when i saw th post.

http://unwritten-sanity.blogspot.com/2008_09_01_archive.html

I love you too babe! She's gonna skip her tarian to buka with me on Monday! Sweets!
Thanks for being there for me.

2008-09-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

Monday.

Had school which was okay. After school, Sabrina and me met Azri. OMG! Azri brought his 3-year brother along. He's so cute. Well, every kid amused me. So headed to get sunflowers for Sabrina'a mum while Azri went to get his ingredients for his cupcake for someone. Alahai, sweet la tu!

It was a random invitation from Sab's parents to break fast at her house. And we were deciding to go or not because we thought it would be awkward. Furthermore, Azri just went to her house th day before. And finally we come to a decision to just go for it. So we cabbed to Sembawang since we were late. Thanks Sab!

Her mum ordered pizza for buka although Azri and me were hesitating to eat alot.

OMG! Haizah, Khairyl and not forgetting Danish were so adorable i swear. Danish's a big boy now. I remember how i used to play with him two years back. Haha, i'd always ask sabrina to "reserve" him for me.

Anyway, it was fun having them around. I dont know who to pay attention to.

Featuing that cute little boy in blue, Danish!

Khairyl, Danish.

Haizah!

Haizah and Muhaimin(Azri's brother)

It took ages for me to make him smile when i wanna taake picture with him. Even then, he was so reluctant to smile. Now, see how wide that smile is when he's taking picture with Sabrina's sister. -____-

That was my Monday. I guess this week started well. Th other days was just an okay. Thank god, Friday finally arrived. Looking forward to weekends. Although im still not sure if my plans are still on.

Giordano called yesterday. I dont know if i wanna go for it. Mum was kinda against it. Still considering though. Sucha a dilemme. Cos if i start working next week, i gotta cancel my all my plans. Oh and furthermore, i'll be starting my yoga classes next thursday! Haha, i cant wait. Planning to join kickboxing after that. :)

I've yet to buy my raya stuffs. Oh and Mum's busy with her business while the house is like a chaos right now. Dad was painting the house halfway. And mum asked me to design the wall? Do i even have time for that? My bedroom's still a mess. It has always been anyway. But yeah.

OMG, this is sucha a random boring post.-_________-

Sorry guys.

Take care ya'll!:D

2008-09-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES!

yawwwnn: hello! Redang's awesome! shall be your next trip then! I wish i can travel as much as you do. cheers!
Gupreet: Linked!
Fazz: You're linked too. Free art lesson? Haha!
Raudah: Thanks for being there for me too. ILY. And yes please? Meet up soooon babe!
sarahlee: You miss school? you can always replace me. haha. enjoy your holidays while you can, gorgeous!
eMi & Farah: alahai, cute nye korang. Tag also must together. Hehe, kidding. Yeah, anw, he la copycat! HAHA.

And to REEN : Uhm, do we know each other? Im sorry if we're supposed to. Anyways! I took 176 all th way there. :D

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2008-09-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Here's an outdated pictures i had with Sweetheart. He was imitating my pose if you realise.. Haha. I miss you baby.

I chatted with darling Raudah yesterday. After sucha a looonnngggg time.
So, i was telling her about my Redang trip. How i went snorkling and saw sharks! HAHA.
So here's a short convo i had with her..

Hi, im Sharina. says:
i saw sharks! AHHHHHHH!
your $million creamcheese says:
serious?
your $million creamcheese says:
OMG
Hi, im Sharina. says:
baby sharks!

your $million creamcheese says:
did it try to eat you up?
Hi, im Sharina. says:
yeah, i lost a finger unfortunately.
your $million creamcheese says:
HUH?
your $million creamcheese says:
serious?
Hi, im Sharina. says:
but worth it cos i get to see upclose
your $million creamcheese says:
now how?
your $million creamcheese says:
HUH?
your $million creamcheese says:
are u okayy?
your $million creamcheese says:
which finger?

She's so cute and gullible. Can ask somemore which finger? Like excited nye get to know i lost a finger! Infact, she was actually jumping out of excitement to hear my "How i lost my finger" story. HAHA. And she was saying that if she were to get bitten by a shark, she make sure everyone knows its bitten off by a SHARK. How funny can this babe be?

Today, i had tuition in th morning. Man, the kid was pissing me off.

Well, anyway, met Seri after that then we shop! Hehe. Quite satisfied. But yeah.

OH! And we were laughing our lungs out.

We passed this building and she goes..

S: Eh, this is my Dad's ex.....(a pause)...

Me: HUH? Where's your Dad's ex??

S: No! My Dad's ex-workplace la!

HAHA. I was like how the heck did you know your Dad's ex? Huhu.

And then we saw the ikea building..

So, we were thinking of going there and blabla shites.

And i got so hyper and said,

Me: OH OH! I WANNA BUY THAT...

And she immediately goes, "PRECISELY!" (even before i had th chance to finish my sentence!)

Me: gave the "howthehelldidyouknowwhatiwasgoingtosay" look

Me: So, what is it i wanna buy again?

HAHAHAHHAAH!!

Okay, i know this may not seem funny at all. But yeah, i was laughing even when i was updating this.

OMG! I got school tomorrow. -_____________________-

I've yet to buy baju raya. Kinda no mood for raya.

Oh well.

2008-09-11T10:32:00.000+08:00

Although its just last week i met these gorgeous girls, i miss them already.

We met for break fast @ Banquet. Before that, alot of games came out. Like, black magic, fuzzy wuzzy and etc. It was hilarious to see either one of us cracking our brains to see the pattern and solve it.

Tuesday.
Break fast with Sweetheart @ Breeks.:D
Baby fetched me from school and we headed to Causeway.
Dinner was nice. I had Baked Seafood Pasta Monray while baby had Fish and Shrimp "Lefayette". I didnt manage to finish my share so he did me a favour by finishing mine. Hehe. He eats alot yet still skinny. No fair right?Haha.

My Boyf advertising Creative Zen:D

Bon appetite!

Had a chat after dinner. Baby was hilarious. He was stopping me from making him laugh cos his stomach hurts. Hehe. Then we tried talking in a mono tone voice without laughing. And obviously, we failed. (Eh! Idk that was before or after dinner eh?) Anyway, it was hilarious too. Haha.
Then we hit the arcade. I beat him in air hockey. I won baby! Wohoo! :D

Friday.
Met baby another time this week! Weee! Since both of us wanted to watch 4Bia so much, we decided to watch it yesterday. We break fast in th cinemas since th movie was at 7pm. Crazy idea of ours. We smuggled Long John in. Hehe. Im pretty glad he spare some time to spend with me. Hehe.

Its just yesterday i met him yet i miss him already. I love doing little little crazy things with him. haha. I wish i can meet him every single day. I wish he was my neighbour. Imagine if we were, we'll sneak out and meet at our secret place and watch th stars. Haha, stop dreaming!

Anyway, my Satuday was spent well too. Had dinner at Aunt's house. And catch up with beloved cousins. I miss my closest cousin, Hidayah. Its been ages since we last watch a movie or just hang out. She's busy with Os. She was complaining how stress she was.

Right now, since just now, i've been trying to start on primary 6 practice paper cos i got tuition tomorrow. So much of getting myself prepared. I've yet to finish it up.
I got tuition in the morning tomorrow and im heading to meet Seri to shop! Big smile!

Thats all for now, take care readers!
Cheers!:D

2008-09-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

Its Saturday and its pretty sad that i've got no plans. I took advantage at the fact that i had no school today and slept till noon.

Some things just aint right.
I havent been feeling great since the new semester start.

Honestly, I am pretty unhappy with the way my life is going. Nothing feels or seem right, neither is there any assurance of a better life.
I wish it was much better but i'm nowhere near it. I cant seem to do anything about it. Feeling helpless won't help either. Cos its pointless.

When life starts becoming a bitch, all i can ever do is to look back at the wonderful past. Which i truly miss.
And i would bragged about what i did to end up the way it aint suppose to be.
Again, its pointless aint it?

I can just hope that tomorrow's gonna be better than yesterday.

2008-09-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

Somehow, im completely nervous about tomorrow.
New class, new environment, new friends.

I'll miss W25H. I remember how we got close. How shy we were once and how we slowly get close.
I'll definitely having lunch with the guys and how they will talk about somethings. And how they would ask me to close my ears since im underage.-_______-
I'll defnitely miss th loud Nurul, Liting and Sihui
I'll definitely miss Sydney making the MJ moves in th middle of a crowd
I'll definitely miss th jokes and laughters we shared
I'll definitely miss th outings we had
And the chalet was awesome.

I miss you guys!

2008-09-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Redang was amazing!

Let me occupy you with th pictures first.

The sunrise i saw on th bus.

On the ferry heading to the resort island

Day 1, Friday.
Reached Terengganu at about 9 and took the ferry to the resort island. Booked in th room. Had lunch and got ourselves wet in the sea. After which, we rented snorkeling gears for our snorkeling session in the afternoon later on. I rented the mask and the flippers! Hehe. I find the flippers rather cute that’s why. I chose not to rent the life jacket to make it more challenging but I gotta admit it was tiring without it. Haha. The snorkeling was really fun! It’s amazing that you could see the sea creatures, the different kinds. The guide pointed out to me a squid hell a lot of times but I just couldn’t see it. Managed to feel the texture of the sea cucumber. And the star fish! At that moment, I wish I had a waterproof camera. I was nearly dying for it.
The guide offered to bring us take a look at sharks. So, we had our tea-time and then we went with him. We saw like four of them. It was cool.
After dinner, we watched the stars! The island was really dark, so dark that you can barely see the beach, so the stars was clearly seen. I didn’t managed to see take a picture of it out of the pathetic digital camera. However, my sister’s friend did with her Sony DSLR. Shall grab the pictures soon. 
We had a photo-taking session and chats and headed for bed cos we were tired due to the snorkeling.

Day 2, Saturday.
Watched the sunrise with Kak Aisha. Cos the previous night I wanted to dragged sis along but when I woke her up, she said the sun had already rose? What the hell? How did she even know if she’s asleep?
Had breakfast. Put on loads of sun block lotion and waited for the snorkeling session. This was fun too. We get to see sea eel. And finally, touch the fishes. I asked for bread so I could get the fishes near me and touch them.
Spend the rest of the afternoon at the beach. After dinner, we went karaoke. Hehe. We wanted to go to this open disco thingy but my sis’s friends disagreed. So, we just dance at that dark beach. Haha. Since nobody can see you, you can dance like hell.

Random shots;

The trip makes me wanna take diving lesson!

I want diving lesson pretty please?

2008-08-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hi beloved readers. I was in love with Tuesday, 26 August.
Of course, th main reason is, its my 9 months with Sweetheart.

How time flies. It seems like we just knew each other.

Okay, anyway, he asked me out cos he wanna bring me somewhere. And its somewhere i've never been before.(: And im like, obviously, curious.

I was rly clueless to where he's bringing me. So i just went with th flow. We took th train and two buses. So much of a long bus ride, he said i can sleep first. Th next thing i knew, he said we've reached.

So tada! Hortpark. (Although i dont know th place even exist, i got a feeling that its gonna be nice. I mean duh! Ofcourse your boyf would bring you to somehwere nice right? I trust him on that one.:D )
I didnt know hort park and henderson wave are somehow rather connected. It was rly cool.

We sat at this swing? Its so cute. And then i asked him to close his eyes, putting th card in his hands.(:

Then he apologised cause he didnt get me anything. Afterwhich, he asked me to close my eyes.

Th next thing i saw was chocolate, rose and an edited picture of us.

It was an awesome 9 months outing. Cos i must say its been quite some time since we had an actual anniversary outing due to school and work perhaps. So this was a rly good one.

Thank you dear for everything.

Rose, chocs and edited picture of me and you.:)

A for Azzrul. S for Sharina.:D

Happy 9 months dearest!:D
Thank you for th suprise, th outing, everything you had done for me. Thank you X 1, 000, 000 !
I love you.

27 August.

I had breakfast with Sweetheart. I think its sweeter to have breakfast rather than dinner with your boyfriend. Like, he scarificed his sleep just to meet you. Haha. Okay, lame i know. But its, its sweet i think. So, he fetched me from home and had breakfast at macs @ civic. He was so cute. Okay, he forgot to take straws and he came back with only a straw. So i just snatched it from him. And he gave me th "WhyareyoutakingMYstraw" look. And me being me, i starred at him back. HEHEHE. Then he realised that he didnt get for me and went to get more.

He look so cute managing his big breakfast. He spread th grape jam at his bread and then sprinkled it with pepper? And he insist that we should it in a way that we must stacked th eggs and meat in between th breaded which was spread with grape jam and pepper?

He was so amused by th tea! He open th lid and drank it without putting sugar. How blur can my boyfriend be? He then asked if we need to put the cream in it. Oh! And cos th tea got a so called hole. So he asked me whats that for. I said its for straw. And there he goes poking it in.

Its fun to see your boyfriend handling his breakfast. Th way he eats his breakfast.

Thats all for now, folks!:D Take care!

2008-08-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

Okay this week had been a blast!

Monday!

Started out th week with class chalet at costa sands. Met Rizal at Yishun and headed Bedok to meet th rest. (Xue er, Xue le, Glenn, Ben, Joshua, Mei Shen, Sydney) Did a little bit of shopping and then headed to Glenn's grandma's bungalow to get th rest of th stuffs. Half of us took th taxi and th rest of us took th bus to downtown. Booked in and had our lunch @ downtown. Afterwhich headed back to our chalet. Th guys went to sleep. -_____-

While the girls and i went wild wild wet! Th rides seems boring. But okay since its free, enjoy while you can. haha.

Th rest joined us at night at th barbeque. Helped out in th barbeque. One by one of them got drunk. And yeah. Slept at 4 plus. A bunch of them didnt sleep and they went around disturbing others. Colgate was all over my toes when i woke up demanding for a blanket cause im cold. They starred at me and laughed. And Rizal and Liting was arguing about which tuna to eat. Chilli or mayo? At 6am? HAHA.

Tuesday!

I can hear them wanting to have breakfast at macs but when i woke up, they didnt. Reason being, Liting asked Rizal for breakfast and asked him to bathe first. And when Rizal came out, everyone was asleep. Punked! So much of having breakfast, its 11 plus already.

Had very late lunch. Walked around E-hub and played arcade. Th game promised us 25 tickets but only 13? Okay nevermind.

Rented bicycle overnight. Had barbeque again. My sister dropped by and they said that she's like Oprah Winfrey. HAHA. Cos, she's good at advising and encouraging.

And yeah, chatted till morning. Liting and me was rather scared to bathe sine its already 2 plus. So, we bathed together. And when we came out, all th nice spots to sleep are already taken. I didnt know where to sleep, so i squeezed beside rozaime. Haha. I mean, it was only Nurul and him on th bed. There's still spaces. And all th floor are occupied. So yeah. He was giving me th stare when i tried to grabbed th blanket. Hehe.

Wednesday!

Had to book out at 12. And we wanted to go wild wild wet but it was not open till 1. We headed to Joshua's cribs. They took a nap there. And then, headed to wild wild wet. Rozaime Josh Rizal Nurul Liting and me took th ular-lar over and over again cos we wanted to capture a nice photo. We, being girls forced th guys to take it over and over again. Twice, our picture wasnt captured due to some reason. W e tried till got th nice one but didnt bought it. It was fun. HEE.

And its rather interesting to see th 23-year old guy to get amused at the playground slides th most. Its like, we conquered th playground. Nurul or rozaime will lead us to one slide to another. And we did different moves along th way. There's times where i bumped into liting when we were going down and there was other times where rizal tried so hard not to bumped into me and he was hiting th sides of th slides. And we would wait for this bucket to pour water on us every 5/10 minutes? Its rather amazing that we looked forward to getting hit on our head.

Had dinner and headed home with rizal and ben.

Mum nagged cause i ave not been at home for 2 days and i came home late.

Thursday!

Fetched Seri from school! Went Junction 8 to get Farah's present. Headed to seri's cribs cause i forced to watched PS, I love you.

And now, i've been watching it numerous times since i got it in my lappy.

Maisurah! I want you to watch it too! Haha, idk why im so eager for them to watch it but yeah..

Friday!

Headed to school and then grandma's house. Grandad remembered me! hehe, unlike the last time.

Met Azzrul cause he have to pass me th cake receipt. And then, i headed home. In the evening, i collected Farah's birthday cake and met Azzrul. We headed to Henderson waves and prepared the stuffs. And tada! Suprise farah! Since she was really convinced that i was overseas, like how i told her..she didnt suspect anything. Thank god, it all went well.:D

A group even passed by and sang her a birthday song.

Let the pictures do th talking...

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!

2008-08-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

Greetings beloved readers.

Instead of packing my stuffs for my class chalet or getting ready for work later, here i am blogging. Im sick of working. At the same time, im broke like shit. My holidays are packed with plans and very little money. There's so many things im craving for.

Im anticipating for my class chalet tomorrow as well as my trip to Redang soon after that! And outings here and there. Its gonna be really soon before i know that 2nd semester is gonna start. I wish my holidays were longer.

Right now, im missing alot in life.

Im missing people whom means alot to me.

Im missing things i used to do that i dont now.

ANYWAY!

I found this new picture of Kyle Patrick at his myspace.

Melts la please?

(Azzrul will be rolling his eyes when he sees this.:D Dont worry, you're still hot yeah?)

:D:D:D

2008-08-16T21:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, this week had been a rly slow one. I reckon. Monday, i skipped school. Went swimming with iffah since she didnt had school and yeah.

Tuesday marks th last day of my first semester. I'll miss W25H, for sure!

Wednesday, i visited Grandparents. Its been ages since i last went their house.

Okay okay i know you readers are bored of listening to me updating on what i do everyday. But i still love updating bout it. Hehe.

I've started my holidays!(Insert a very wide smile!)

Thursday!
Azzrul brought me to Henderson wave! Since i wanted to go so much. He went and did his research about how to get there and stuffs. So, okay. Had a long bus ride there. The view gets nicer when th night gets darker. Thanks dearest!:D

Here you go!:D

How childish can we get?

2008-08-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

I didn’t know relationships can get so complicated. Hearing numerous relationship problems makes me feel insecure. Relationships which you thought would last. Relationships which you thought was strong, and nothing can possibly come in between. Relationships that you would least expect something’s gonna be wrong. Relationships which you thought that was perfect all along. Why are people so ego when it comes to relationship? Why can’t they just put their bloody pride and make sacrifices? Is love comparable to pride? Why must they prioritise their needs and wants more than the other party’s? Why can’t they even consider how the other party feels? Do they ever care?

It’s really heartbreaking to see relationships gone just like that. A person who was once really determined that their partner was the perfect one just giving up when problems pops up. A person who once said that "He/she is the one. I wanna make him/her my life partner." Realise how determine one can get when it comes to Love? How sure one can get? And how convincing they make it sound?

And when problems start to arise, they seem to give up just like that. Why?

How bout making scarifies? How bout promises that you'll go through hard and good times together. What about the "I'll be there for you?"

It’s hanging.
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